I am nobody. I deserve death and hell. I hurt like anyone else. Many hero's of the bible were cowards and were afraid at times. Like Elijah, he ran away from Jezebel. He wanted to die. Job wanted to die. Paul said he was the chief of sinners. I'm pretty far from being a saint. But I talk to Jesus Christ as my best friend. He knows your heart. He will never leave you. Even if you lose everything. Forgive everyone and love everyone. Its
the only way to be forgiven. So many ppl cannot forgive, they will never have peace. It is the hardest thing to do. But if you trust God, try to forgive, 1 day at a time. God bless you all, even my enemies. God will reach your heart eventually. I love you. Peace be with you.