Greetings. I'm _Kallik, a retired gachatuber.
it feels weird even typing that out. I've thought about this for a long while to be honest, and even more so now. For those who have been with me through day one, I appreciate everything. I'm sorry, no matter how hard I fought.
The full reason of why I'm quitting is a build up of many things upon the past two/three years that I've posted. burnout and resistance to even try and make videos. seeing people improve around me yet feeling myself not able to improve took a tole on me; way more than I thought. The un-motivation I felt just opening the app to edit was so, SO heavy, and this hobby that made me quite happy was starting to feel like a chore. Burnout is a major reason. I have truly tried my absolute hardest to get videos out but it's been extremely difficult to try and have the motivation to come up/execute videos. There are more reasons, but I'm cutting it short for now.
Thank you for everything, God bless and goodnight.
- _Kallik.