I think I've come to the conclusion that I have burnout, and that's why I can't draw anymore, and why editing videos feels like deep throating a cattle rod.
Unfortunately you need deep rest for that and that takes months and it doesn't count if you're stressed all the time because there's no food and the bills are in the thousands... and you can't make money cuz you're handicapped and unpopular entertainer.
So it's probably gonna like, be a bad year for media for me.
I'll still stream on twitch (got affiliate, yay!) and I'll record all those VoDs but, I don't think I have the heart to go on.
I've just pushed myself too hard and it sucks cuz it feels like I haven't really made anything in a decade.
I finally have card protectors, a PDA tripod mount, and hard drive space so once I'm not really freaking tired I'm recording another episode of PkMn TCG opening (or whatever I'll call it besides "T.C.G")
Tho I've also just really not wanted to touch the video editor so aunno how this'll go ROFL
Hopefully next month I can upgrade the RAM cuz 16GB is no longer good enough. Tho as you're all aware, times are tough
Got three nice new hard drives (Well, refurbished, but WD refurbed them so they're basically new) so gonna back shit up for the next few days...
Time to watch old TF2 fan cartoons www.youtube.com/playlist?list...
Welp looks like I'm finally full up on hard drive space. I guess I'll be postponing further projects until I can afford more space. I guess I can take this time to work on a new opening and end card finally.
Finally through with my backlog of fuzzy pokemon card videos!!!
I still have the two TCG online/live videos but like... I don't need to do them!
Taking a break! Just gonna like... clean my room I guess it's so dusty.
Well, since I've done both, which do you prefer?
Things are either impossible to do or impossible not to do, there's no in-between.
Really sick, been having the chills and sweats and stomach problems. Dunno if food poisoning or fever or what
Thinking of editing out the pack openings cuz this video is an hour and half
I need a break LOL Uranus Island Zone will have to wait a bit, even if I don't finish the LP this year.
Maybe I'll just play some games or draw. How did this hobby become real work?
Take me down to the paradise city where the girls are hot and they got big titties!