Hi hope everyone is well and learnt something or had some comfort from my last video. I'm actually a bit sick with the flu, despite getting the flu shot I didn't escape it, go figure, however in the meantime I've been working on myself with CBT and actually reading about more ABDL stuff as well as the BDSM community and about littles, ageplay and age regression. It's been a lot of fun and raised eyebrows and how it differs from the person you listen from, but I'm taking notes to share in future videos and personally what It means to me and perhaps you can share what being little or ABDL is for you with the information I compiled together and some reaction videos to certain ABDL videos itself which were featured here. I'm learning as I go I must say. I first however am trying to save for a camera and pc and editing software but it'll get there. Slowly and steadily wins the race 🏳️ my thoughts and opinions are always mine of course from my perspective but as I discover more and more as I become more involved full time in the community (that's my wish at least that I'm trying as it gives me joy seeing others happy and understood and comforted) my opinions may evolve as I learn more. If you'd like come along and let's learn together and you're always welcome to share your honest views or questions and it'll be fun. Also I hope once I have the budget for bigger videos of trying stuff...little challenges and ideas of incorporating my littles of the little series into videos if you'd like that for more entertainment (I'd love to make those ideas a reality but unfortunately at present being homeless and without a lot and just getting by to pay bills and get food sometimes treat myself for one thing for Christmas but that's it...just ask the universe for things to start looking up for me as I'm tired of living like this and I honestly have do much to share with you cuties and the community to entertain you and be a place of education as well as comfort, non judgemental cozy corner we can hang out here on my youtubes page) and as well as dual live streams (gosh darnit youtube with the live streams im still figuring how they work) but hey I try my best to believe in these circumstances of what that saying that it's about the journey and friends you make along the way (that makes the end worth it) so I'm trying to believe despite things not being the best in terms od the cards I've been dealt with, i will keep trying and learning and getting up again and just carry on. I always loved space, but ATM without the equipment is only but a dream.
I don't tend to ask anything for support other than subscribing but if you ever would like to support me in any other way I have a buy me a coffee (I actually placed it as buy me a 🍼 💁🏻♀️), I have a vinted page in the UK I'm selling some regular but also little ABDL stuff as well as if you'd like to spoil me I have Amazon's both I'm the UK and USA 🫢☺️
Love you all, as always, with love
~ Mila👒🌸
Surprise Sunday video coming up live on my channel @LittleCutieABDL around 2 hours. Discussing some of my thoughts abou drama in the ABDL-age regression communities and how to solve that, my life lately suffering with apathy and hating my 1st session of CBT...me sharing about some of my past, crush...a lot of things oh yes including Penny Barber, the wonderful and has many more years of experience than myself mommy and domminatrix :)
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We reached 5,000 subscribers it's crazy; this is the best present 🎁 I've received while stuck in hospital with my epilepsy and a little concussion but being discharged today so Yey! Recovery will take some time but I'll be back to my crazy old self really soon 😛 💕 *thank you ever so much to every one of you that subscribed to my little channel and this crazy lil girl* 💕
Much love, as always,
~ Mila👒🌸
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Hey, thinking of doing something crazy tomorrow for Christmas and out of my comfort zone. Stay tuned turn on notifications 🔔 so you know when it's happening 😉 it's a Christmas surprise from me to you 🎁
Hope Santa is nice to you this have you been naughty or nice? Don't stay up too late otherwise he won't appear 🦌✨
With Love,
~ Mila 👒
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Hey happy December everyone, thank you for your patience I've not been too well but I hope that the docs here actually help me get to the root cause of it and treat it so I can restart my videos. I miss you all and thank you for supporting me and the lovely comments, it truly means a lot to me.🩷 though I do have Random question: If I were to make any product for the ABDL, little community, what would you like me to produce and sell? Also what you think is missing in the community that you would like to see?
🩷Love, as always,🩷
~ Mila👒🌸
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Part II as my testaments surpass the gigabyte limit...
oh dear that would be a testament all by itself, my account is being monitored so I am petrified and the mere fact that they may know where I am it's like you can't be safe anywhere but i made a promise to myself and you guys I started this channel while at work and in uni to connect with people that age regress and find comfort in littlespace and ABDL was the first community i found as a teenager but didn't interact until of age of course and for me in that regard it's more i give power to someone i trust aka my mommy/care giver to look after me for say a couple hours or i do it myself and i compare it to a epsom salt bath you're comfortable and safe. That's all it is to me. Finally, that no matter what even I knew a day like this would maybe come, negative attention etc but it is like with all the shizz i been facing and I reported this channel but they are trying to take my channel down as well as others despite the fact ironically that their videos aren't that appropriate (i will insert the caption or screenshot here - it is like i am already facing with a lot of things and this on top it's just...it's only making matters worse; i can barely get connection where i am as well so there's that)...in comparison to mine and i told youtube hey i keep my channel 18+ i keep everything as it should be, i don't make any profit frm this just trying to connect and help others in a similar position i am in and accept themselves as they are i am gay and little and open and i am not afraid of who i am because once you are comfortable within yourself you truly find peace. The fact that scares is that of what i explained and i am on phone calls and meetings online all week trying to sort my life out, relying on my savings for food and bills and i may idk if i will have to stop my phone contract so i can get by, i am selling stuff on my Vinted page which you can certainly check out, I am not in that property but I also am selling other ABDL/littlespace items of mine, including i guess my vlog camera and others, some of which i haven't uploaded but you can enquire about of course as i need as much money as i can get so i don't end up in the streets. Because that is the reality I am faced with and with door after door closing behind me and turning to the people that are supposed to help you but they decline you try other options but there are so many out there...til there's none. i won't ever give up, i can promise you that and that this isn't a final goodbye but a mere I wil¼l see you soon. Thanks for reading my testaments as always. Stay well and never forget to take care of yourself and of your lil' side. I'm gonna head now inside as it is fairly cold and we're due a storm this week *sigh*
I will be selling my piano and violin too unfortunately as much as it pains me and for more support you can give me through VInted or just send me a message there or below this post to check what I may have as i haven't published all. www.vinted.co.uk/member/155989253-littlecutieabdl
Much Love, as always,
~ Mila
Hi guys, it's Mila.
First of all thank you to all that contributed thus far in supporting me by buying me a coffee in my current situation and it is open to all at any time there is no obligation but I just wanted to thank specially as i did on my Twitter with every person that donated in my buy me a coffee page www.buymeacoffee.com/littlecutieabdl/c/7143723 particularly and special thanks from my little heart to @maxwell_kira and OtterlyFabby thank you for your support at always and everyone and to think given the circumstances we are almost at 5,000 subscribers on my LittleCutie ABDL YouTube page alone, in total close to 8-10K across all my platforms combined it's insane to think; I started in September of 2018, how 5 years fly by, and without much clue what I was going to be talking about and doing weird shiz and crazy videos some vlogs of my life with my dog some discussing about ABDL and Littlespace and what it means to me personally and learning how to edit in the process; thank you frm the bottom of my heart. because without you we wouldn't have managed this little community (pun intented) of wonderful people. I know i haven't posted in a while in terms of video content, I been trying to get some old footage i had and put it as shorts or videos. 100% unedited and they're not the greatest but it's parts of my life and currently i have been struggling with a lot of things as i been trying to keep you updated on in my community page, as you know i am homeless. I am living on my savings. I graduated from university and worked in hospital part time for 5 years the same one and corporation that failed as a patient since i moved here when i was 13 years old. i am in my 20s as many of you ask I don't give certain details about my exact age or location to keep some privacy and i hope and i am grateful that for the most part is sweet comments and supportive and encouraging ones i get, despite the 1-2% that is creepy. So I was discharged from hospital with nowhere to go (due to the damage on my health records since a kid, i will get a lawyer for this one day), as i found someone at the property i was in, aka living with me was doing and dealing drugs so I reported to the police but i was too naiive to ask them first and as a vulnerable adult here with a young sibling that I look after as well as my dog it was terrible, they started abusing me, taking my meds off pushing me, and taking away my sister and my dog and my mum and it's...i never expected this as they confided into me they done drugs in the past but i never judge someone as during my healthcare professional years thus far and as even a human being no one is perfect but the simple fact they put it down as my channel and i was referred to mental health as i just came back from an epilepsy assessment unit for over a month which i didn't tell my mother as she almost buried me last year as well as my whole family after catching covid and working my ass off in hospital treating every patient as I would have if they would have been my family or myself as i know too well what it is like to be a patient on the other side and if you saw some of my shorts while back home last year I almost didn't make it out alive, i was in a coma for 8 days then on physical rehab for months where i was tortured it's a lot to unpack and the fact I was only diagnosed with aspergers at 19 (so fairly late) and now in my 20s here in the UK, my ex stepdad made things awful for me as a teenager when i didn't have full proviciency in english, nor the medical terminology or that i am crazy (had autism but high functioning or aspergers but i didn't know and to be told lock her away in a mental asylum it was well, insane,) past track of my medical records from back home when i first had a seizure at only 5 months old. i did everything i could for them to help me, the medical professionals, i had and have epilepsy practically since i was born as well as autism and asthma and well mobility issues due to a refusal of an MRI at the age of 16-17 here because of what was written on the medical files/notes and told it's psychiatric when in fact i was suffering attenting college with a herniated disc and still to this day i suffer with sciatic pain and muscle spasms in my back, can't do sudokus as i once did or math problems (yeah yeah call me a nerd i dont give a damn) since the coma it's been hard and the fact that here the system still told me not epilepsy til July of this year where i fought for it and at the end i prolonged my stay as long as i COULD but ended up in status twice in hospital and i didnt want my mother to receive a phone call and the last thing she remembers is that i told her i was just going to go see the city for my birthday and explore with my friend since highschool and go to gay bars as it was pride month on my birthday still jUne 30th and my friend told me hey Mila you never go out it's your birthday i have sometime off let's go and help you relax before you go to the epilepsy centre; btw i don't drink usually or celebrate my birthday: i usually work or do charity events but yes so cause my mum had to witness me almost dying and travel where i was with the rest of my family not knowing if i'd be still at the same capacity in terms of functioning which i can tell you straight up some of my neurons are fried, forever and there's no turn back and i am slightly slower at in terms of maths but i am thankful i fought til the end and managed to here typing this to you and surviving a coma, so i tried protecting my family the only person i told was my friend that i've known for years and she is helping me with the design of my channel when i come back as she works too but she is on more of the artsy stuff than i but as you see i can do a whole life series or write a book on this; layer after layer, year after year where i shouldn't have suffered or left on the ground covered in pee and blood or with a concussion or laughed at told to get up or shaken or declined treatment sufferring from epilepsy and just told you're insane while at same time dealing with autism (aspergers) and a bunch of other medical conditions which if detected early and social work helped i would not be in the position i am right now but i guess one thing is that i came out stronger and the things that happened shaped the person i am today; i don't like those memories and the suffering i endured but that will take time to heal from that and get support and atm i'm focusing on helping myself out of this situation first of all, stabilise my finances and protect my family and friends including you so thank you for your kindness and respect in these difficult times. edit: but i masked all my life (autism as girls are a bit better i guess idk still learning) and the criteria for girls at the time wasn't, well it was sexist so anyway forward a bit when i moved here as he had a job it was scary but exhilirating but i had to leave my family and the few friends that accepted my eccentricity and lack of social cues and I suffered through neglect and idk if you know the game of telephone but it's when you pass on either the full story or part thereof and it is along the months and years broken down and you're just told you're insane and through their neglect my family at the age of 22 almost buried me from being in status and i will make a video about this someday, I can dive what it is like being in a coma as I know now, unfortunately do and my scars from the line that went into my heart and the infections i caught and the weight i lost, and the neglect and abuse I suffered all to say suing pending; and I have been juggling with a lot of stuff and since then and they found my channel it's been awful, and my past (albeit wrong) came back to haunt me; I am currently relying on my savings, i am suffering with covid again after hospital...
Hi guys, it's Mila.
So things haven't been looking up for a while and at present I'm at a homeless place and then I am not sure where I will go. Things at the hospital weren't treated correctly. It's a lot for me to process and digest but just to keep you informed, I am alive and still here. Thank you for your patience and keeping subscribed as all the help is appreciated, your sweet comments light up my day on the days I thought I just had it with life you know but I know things will only be like this for a while but for real whoever has a voodoo doll of me, please stop *cues the vine* you better staph! or like my friend beuuuty youuutubr jenna marbles says i'ma beauty guru oh idk where i am going with this, probably rambling into another dimension as i usually do *damn you Aspergers* but uh yeah I'm here and honestly thanks for keeping up with this goofy little lady; i hope that you are well and safe and cozy. it's chilly where I am.
If you would like and can help you can do so at: Buy me a Coffee ☕ (a way to support me): www.buymeacoffee.com/littlecutieabdl
All the help is appreciated <3 and don't forget that no matter what keep your lil' chin up I know it's hard and it is for me at the moment and to tell you heart to heart if you're gone or are facing your own demons know you always have me here, you can send me a comment in one of my videos that's where i will see it most likely or any other platforms (but i haven't been able to check on them) come on give me your lil' hand we will get through this; together. I'm here for the good and bad times. And I will always be. i started this channel cause I felt ostracized, alone and told all my life i was weird and more things but I knew deep inside of me that i wasn't the only one and my videos aren't the greatest as art isn't my best talent or editing so I been editing and learning in the process nonetheless if you stayed through my bad edited or less than a minute videos type of vlogs with my doggy maggy and through all this rollercoaster me catching covid gurrrll we have to sit down to talk sometime for real; one day I will share my life story with you probably like one of those draw my life 2014 aesthetic...k but yeah i mean it's fitting since i suck at art so i have the same skills as a 1-2 year old has so very fitting I guess *i got art fear* but just know you have another human being on the other end of the screen here so don't forget to care of yourself and of your little side
Much Love, as always,
~ Mila
Buy me a Coffee ☕ (a way to support me): www.buymeacoffee.com/littlecutieabdl
hey guys, sorry it has been a while; journey has been tough lately with circumstances and health but I will be back once all the shit is over and can spray walls but i will continue; just my home environment and being officially diagnosed with epilepsy here and the unfortunate losing my job and so on has had an impact on me and all the past few years anyway; it's just to let you know I created a buy me a coffee thing, you don't have to, but if you want I just created a basic page where you can support me by donating a coffee it's like go fund me but easier and i love coffee. (Let me know if the link works or does not work, still learning about this and Patreon and so on will come eventually I promise, I just not been in the greatest of places at the moment; lot of abuse, screaming and losing my job because of a disaility..anyway no point in dwelling on it, just work with what you have and move on) but will help me with more reviews, getting me out of here to a better place, and give back to you guys and start my own business, because I know full well what is like to feel you have no one and all hope is lost, feel ashamed or just idk lost in life and idk where i'm going with this but i hope it makes some sense; know there is a real person behind this screen that typed this and I really care for each and every single one of you that has taken the time to watch my cringey videos or shorts or reactions to videos, all support is truly appreciated and I really want to as when i felt lost with no friends I started my own page to be able to connect with others out there in the world that will understand and or be in a similar boat *sigh* i digress. Last thing before i go, I hope when you read this, if you happen to stumble by this I hope I find you are doing well and if not here is a virtual *teddy bear, warm cozy* hug for you from me to you. Everything will be okay, I promise. Every storm passes eventually 💕
Love you very much, as always, and never forget to take care of yourself and of your lil' side,
~ Mila👒🌸
Buy me a Coffee: www.buymeacoffee.com/littlecutieabdl
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✨🌸Hey my little cuties how’s your day going? I hope okay, and if not here are some virtual *hugs* I send your way! Thought I’d share this little photoshoot I had over at my abdl, little friends house the other weekend and it was so much fun! Have to say that I am and forever will be a kid *coughs* or baby I should say *coughs* at heart 💖🌸✨
Follow me on Instagram if you haven’t to see the rest of the little photoshoot and more! It’s just @LittleCutieABDL
I am thinking of tiers for a Patreon which will help me in publishing and monetize ABDL content more easily, so it helps to support me financially and keep me in diapers and onesies as one may say 🙈 so if you’d like to become one there is no pressure to but you’re more than welcome to at any tier as I will ensure I make a couple so everyone can be included and when it has launched I will be posting here so please make sure you’re subscribed so you don’t miss out any updates! I will continually making content here free for you to view too although I don’t make any income at the moment and I don’t think I may ever do but it’s my passion to connect with you and just share my life as myself and enjoy it as we go along, so don’t worry about everything becoming exclusive because I promise it won’t! Do let me know and share your ideas of what you would like to see if you’d like to become a patreon of mine and support me through my journey as an ABDL/ little in this little community of ours! I do have in mind some ideas ranging from making a discord and you could hang out with me 1x a month and just generally ask questions and whatever you’d like, be mentioned on all my YouTube videos as a patreon supporter as well as personalised videos and merch eventually which you’ll have discounts if you subscribe to me and my Patreon 😳🙈 (still figuring that one out) as well as little packages shipped to you directly with a little signed note from yours truly 🥰; what do you think of those ideas? Do you like them? They’re just ideas I had for a while , some of which are easier and take less time to set up than others but I know I can do it for you, you know to give a little back to the community and by supporting you can help me achieve goals faster and it will take me a while getting everything ready and I’m doing it slowly and learning so I don’t miss out anything as I want to make it perfect for you from day 1
Don’t forget you’re loved and I’m always here for you and you can be your little self and be comfortable in this safe space! Join me on this little adventure of mine by subscribing to keep updated on new YouTube shorts and videos of mine and announcements 🥰🫶🏻
Oh yes on other news I’m currently speaking with a couple people that could help me put out more content on this channel by helping me edit my YouTube videos and be my editor which would help tremendously and profits I make on patreon will go towards all my content from purchasing stuff and posting it to you as a mystery little starters package as well as more and better professional equipment and setups that I make and improve it as well as paying my editor.
Don’t forget to take care of yourself & of your lil’ side!
Much love, as always,
~ Mila👒
Hi there & welcome, I'm Mila. If you ever came across in the media ABDL or littlespace, well this is it.I make videos about it as media does not portray it the right way.My videos are notatthetop,I'mstill learning & started this channel as a way to connect w/others alike around the world.It's a coping strategy & safe space since the age of 5 for me, albeit I did not have a name for it; just knew it comforted me.I dealt w/ alotfrommedicalneglect,pureabuse,coma.BeenalongrideImust say.Adultingishard&trustme noonehasfigureditout.My wise grandma says:youlearntilthedayyou die.At1point I startedcraving fame, recognition from brands or owning stuff"most"ABs show.ThenI reflectedastowhy I startedthisin the1stplace:toconnect,help&enjoy.Maybe you don't have a paci, onesie, or even a mommybut w/timethose willhappen, giveitsometime.Don't ever be ashamed for who you are:I knowthefeelingfullywell.Ihopeyoufindcomfortinmyvideos."Never forget to take care of yourself & of your lil' side"Much love, ~ Mila