Lmao I haven't posted on the community wall in a while but I'm here now. Where to start really...idk but honestly I'd been so burn out last year that posting on youtube felt like a chore. When it used to make me feel so happy. I've always loved listening to music. It's my safe haven. Music is just so....it just makes me feel everything and anything so intensely. Singing, dancing or just listening to music is so comforting and I hope my playlists however silly they may be #mastermanipulater can make people feel intensely too. These may seem like dumb little project but they bring me such immense joy even when I was struggling. I wanna be a musician one day and I hope my songs carry as much meaning to my listeners as these songs I post on here do for me. They might not be my songs but I carefully curate every playlist to match the perfect vibe in this hyperactive brain of mine. Most of these playlists make up a lot of who I am #2020/2021throwback but in a sense these are a little piece of me for whoever is willing to listen. This whole channel started as an escape route (literally) but It is now my pride and joy. I love reading your funny and encouraging comments even if ya'll lowkey roast me. It's nice to know that I've been able to build this community with a bunch of playlists and songs that I used to sing in my head during class. When i first started this account I was severely depressed and anxious. I swear if you told me I'd have so many listeners 2 years ago I would laugh in you face. I remember so badly wanting people to see my playlists and like what I was making. Even when I did struggle to follow my creativity over chasing for views. Questioning my self-worth according to how may views I got was not the best experience but I'd say I've learnt a lot from this and though there is so much more to do and further to go. I'm glad I did what I did when I did #yves anyway long story short I'm so grateful for all the love and support. Idk sometimes I forget that this channel even exists but at the end of the day. I'm just extremely happy and star-struck by everything I have accomplished in such a short amount of time. This channel makes my feel so seen and heard and loved and appreciated(i know it's weird)but I'm glad to see people enjoy my work or maybe even that there are people exactly like me. Anyway I'm sorry if this is lowkey random and confusing. I'm just writing whatever comes to mind, anyway byeeee~
#iain'treadingallat #confessionsofateenagegirl #thankyou #okayi'mdonenowbye #imightdothiseveryweek #digitaldiary? #feltcutemightdeletlater
xoxo your girl
Rainyππ¨
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I've officially opened up a Spotify account where you can find my latest playlists. Have fun π
open.spotify.com/user/31tlgkxlysi4pzp2sbe5tt4o4zniβ¦
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I know I've been on an involuntary hiatus for about a month but I'll get back to posting ASAP like stayc lol π
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Slaylists for slay people
Joined 11 July 2023