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Ivan Lam @UC9HUPC-qo7mUfW4ofckWWNw@youtube.com

487K subscribers - no pronouns :c

Welcome to the visuals of my mind. You are welcome here! Lov


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for you, my tender hearted one.
11:16
I MOVED to New York! moving vlog + mini apartment tour
12:58
homebody VLOG : reflecting on my relationships πŸ’”, beach days in LA, matcha cookies
14:03
selfcare diaries : healing my heart and finding joy at home πŸ’Œ
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CLEAN SKIN routine πŸ’¦ | reduce pores appearance at home + tips
02:58
coming out to my mom. (doing her makeup)
02:26
why I'm single. β€οΈβ€πŸ©Ή
13:04
why I left. i'm sorry
18:05
week in my life in LA vlog: exploring aesthetic cafes, breaking routines.
12:42
self care diaries | weekend at home, im in a book, finding peace
10:01
how I deal with burnout. (feeling stuck, overwhelmed, unmotivated)
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self care diaries | β˜€οΈ LA apartment hunting, Differin updates, Self care habits
28:03
answering your questions... coming out, sexuality, and relationships oh my!
21:08
LA apartment hunting, MY gender dysphoria + honest thoughts
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β˜€οΈ a morning with me β˜€οΈ
15:39
a realistic day in my life πŸƒ
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self care vlog | β˜€οΈmorning skincare, vegan meals, working out (hot boy summer)
30:35
my everyday glow makeup + what I learned in isolation | SELF CARE VLOG
20:57
ADULTING VLOG 🌀 | kitchen cleanout, how I groom my brows, furniture building
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ADULTING VLOG | 🍲 easy vegan meals, apartment decorating, cutting my hair βœ‚οΈ
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a SELFCARE weekend. 🌿 nature, del taco mukbang, trying to dance πŸ’
19:21
thoughts and prayers. an emotional week in my life.
29:34
πŸƒ productive day in my life | overnight oats, building furniture, calisthenics πŸ’ͺ🏻
22:35
🌿gentle reset routine 2021 | clean apartment, weekly plan, everyday makeup with me
19:48
✨ taking myself on a date 🐢 | self love diaries
28:02
🌀 self care vlog | kimchi pancake πŸ₯’, working out, my nightmares... πŸ’”
29:11
a healing vlog β˜€οΈ | plant dad, working out, πŸ’¦ soothing night skincare
19:12
cleaning day vlog | 🍜 vegan jjajangmyun, washing makeup brushes, organizing ✨
28:35
🌿 productive day in my life | 🍜 kimchi fried rice, aesthetic bedroom, working out.
17:57
true beauty ✨ SEOJUN transformation πŸ₯€| webtoon inspired
28:00
🌀 self care vlog + chill with me. | soup, skincare, work out! πŸ’¦
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🌿 DECLUTTER with me for 2021 | be productive with me β˜€οΈ
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glow up for 2021 ✨ | be productive with me 🌱 VLOG
10:44
realistic self care routine in 2021 | refocus and recenter.
15:36
goodbye 2020. what I learned this year. breakups, living alone, gratitude.
20:20
a stressful month... | living alone with new kitten 🐱
17:04
boy beat. ASMR vibes makeup. calming + relaxing
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my reset routine β˜€οΈ *how I get my life together*
13:17
coming out.
23:57
🌧 feeling insecure, social media comparison, finding balance ✨ | IVAN LAM
16:08
🌱 moving in vlog | building furniture in the new apartment ✨| IVAN LAM
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✨ trying out rare beauty by Selena Gomez | try on, honest thoughts✨ | IVAN LAM
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✩ I MOVED! | new apartment new beginnings | IVAN LAM ✩
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productive day in my life | cleaning, plants, makeup | IVAN LAM
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how I get glowing skin | massage + pamper routine | IVAN LAM
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✨ Best AFFORDABLE Vitamin C Serums | under $20 | IVAN LAM
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✩ my thoughts on the beauty community + blackpink lisa makeup ✩ | IVAN LAM (bahasa/tagalog/viet sub)
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dyeing my hair at home using korean bubble dye... living alone | IVAN LAM (bahasa/tagalog/viet sub)
10:44
✩ paint with me + de-stress ✩ | living alone | IVAN LAM (bahasa/tagalog/viet sub)
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πŸ”₯ work from home glow up + productivity tips πŸ”₯ | living alone | IVAN LAM (bahasa/tagalog/viet sub)
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πŸ’§BEST KOREAN ESSENCES | honey skin πŸ’¦ | IVAN LAM (bahasa/tagalog/viet sub)
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I hated being gay and asian. Q+A advice to my younger self | IVAN LAM (BAHASA SUB)
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what it's like to grow up asian. struggles | insecurities | IVAN LAM
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Living alone in isolation | relax with me | IVAN LAM
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BEST CLEANSERS i've used | Acid Washes + sensitive acne skin | IVAN LAM
08:57
living alone diaries | coffee, finding peace, makeup | IVAN LAM
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FINAL FANTASY 7 CLOUD transformation | *shook * | IVAN LAM
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TURNING INTO A *WEBTOON BOY aesthetic* πŸ₯΅ | IVAN LAM | IMVU vibes~
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productive day in quarantine living alone. | cleaning, calming | IVAN LAM
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FADE dark spots FAST. skincare that actually works | IVAN LAM