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I've hit my 1/4th life crisis and bought a bow flex, but it feels like a good investment to have workout equipment at home to be more motivated to use it
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I only wear the finest of fashion
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I kind of wanted to say something since I've been so silent lately.
I've really lost motivation to create, taking a cheap way to do things like I've always done. I'll start projects and never finish them, post them half-assed, or convince myself I'm not worth the effort, and even recently isolated myself socially because I just don't feel stable enough to be around people.
That said, I've slowly been feeling better, but life has been busy now that I've found a job again, got my own home, and I'm working more to make ends meet. I'm still socially isolating myself, but I'm feeling better in my head space to return to the community I cherish. Not yet, as I want to work on myself further, but I want to be more disciplined with my creative flow to push out content once I begin working on them.
So many have been 60% complete, and I can't keep letting myself get in my own head if I truly want to be expressive with my passions if I can even call it that.
Suppose it's the fear of failure, so self sabotage has always been my first resort if I begin doubting myself.
I'm sorry to those I've let down, hurt, and fail to acknowledge.
I'm sorry to myself for being so hard on me all the time.
So I'm gonna gradually get back into things. I've said it before, but I genuinely want to seek improvement.
Thank you to those who actually care and still do care.
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I make slop content