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sjccsjcc
Posted 1 month ago

<<One year now>> From sjccsjcc

[1]It have truly been a year since i last made a video regarding gaming. And let me be frank, i don't have plans to make any videos ever again. Even if i wanted to, it would be different. However, this have certainly been an unforgettable experience for me. And i am grateful for everything that happened. From this, i learned myself and the world more, i found out my aptitude and my capabilities, the providence that i am bound to encounter and i am grateful about everything. Thank you for reading this. This is particularly a memorial i wrote for this channel to express my experiences, how i feel and the conclusion of this channel. Please enjoy.

[2]3 years ago, I was a cheerful adolescent back in 7th grade. That's when i met the fate that would change the course of my life. Referring to this particular social media platform. Little me was very passionate about everything i have. I strive to be famous, and to have a good reputation. It was truly a great time! Up until online school lessons ended, and i had to go back to school. Which i hated the most at that moment, for that week, every lesson i attend, i would think about how to get more subscribers. A week later, things changed.

[3]I hated school so much that i stopped attending it. I decided that being a content creator is much happier than having a regular job. Little by little, i developed social anxiety. I relied on friends on the internet, which is the thing i depend on for that period of time. It wasn't that fun escaping my parents and school. Every time i had to care about them, i just ignored them. And a year later, i got about 100,000 subscribers! At the cost of becoming a hikikomori. I vividly remember staying up to 3 am and waking up at 2 pm every single day, and honestly, it was then i had doubts about being a content creator and had existential crisis. I reckon i had depression.

[4]I turned 13! Well, it's just another day of making content and trying to get subscribers, that was solely the goal i had. I thought, if i lost this channel, i might as well be noting. My parents have been trying to help for a year now, but i just don't accept any of it. I was seeking validation, and why am i always the protagonist? Because i wanted attention, as simple as that. Soon, i started watching self-improvement videos and that is when i finally touched in some positive content.

[5]Little by little, life got better. I started taking measures and actions that would benefit me even if i was lost. I started seeking help even if i felt like it was too late. My social anxiety dissolved. But i still had anxiety attacks left and right. I had breakdowns countless times, i got jealous, i got depressed, i got lost, et cetera. My parents were the backbones of me. Once we had the same communication language (by that i mean that we could relate), we could help and learn from each other. Then, comes my internet friends.

[6]I decided to leave the internet and social media at once, so i could escape from it. But no, i learned that doing an irrelevant action wouldn't really help your current situation. So, i faced it, and i had more breakdowns and existential crisis after that.

[7]At last, all of this experience lead to me having strong analyzing skills and comprehending skills. Contributing to my cognitive development. Now i am 14, and i want to make this story to inspire everyone that even if you are at the deepest of the well, you can climb up with enough time and determination. Now, my interests are reading philosophical texts and going to school to learn more. By focusing on my goals, anxiety had became less of a problem.

[8]And at the end, it is only because of you, that i got here, i am grateful to have this experience and i wish to inspire and help more people. Thank you.

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sjccsjcc
Posted 11 months ago

Hi, Recently i deleted my discord server and when i disable my discord account, i really quit youtube for real, there is a lot of consideration before i make this decision and i have been making this decision for a very long time, but to sum it up im doing this for my health and my well-being, if you really are curious, you can check my previous posts. I am grateful to have such a good community and grateful to have such a good ending to Youtube, to everyone out there trying to be a Youtuber, my words of wisdom is that health is really important and you should prioritize it above everything, this is farewell, love you all, goodbye

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sjccsjcc
Posted 1 year ago

Hell naw

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sjccsjcc
Posted 1 year ago

Skibidi toilet is…. 🧐

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sjccsjcc
Posted 1 year ago

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sjccsjcc
Posted 1 year ago

Imagine this, a dog

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sjccsjcc
Posted 1 year ago

which ones. IMPORTANT ❗❗🚨🚨

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sjccsjcc
Posted 1 year ago

Oops my fish melt

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sjccsjcc
Posted 1 year ago

@everyone

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sjccsjcc
Posted 1 year ago

which one is more motivational ❓❗

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