09:40

i am actively attempting to avoid my thoughts today

06:06

you are not a late bloomer you are just coping

02:38

i care about music alot

11:34

i lost myself and im not looking anymore

26:36

i miss the old youtube (Q&A)

00:28

i was forced to upload this video.

06:20

how did i get so off track?

05:16

i forgot how to make music lol

06:41

i have a problem...

15:31

most artists will never succeed

03:12

just make music bro

06:20

your art sucks because you care too much

08:25

your song might be someone's turning point.

07:41

i cant do this anymore...

07:10

you dont need to be good at making art to make good art.

08:21

mental illness makes art better

07:02

30 years. no album. endless demos.

07:59

you wont make money with music in 2025.

00:49

life is more important than art

09:06

should white people make rap music?

06:21

"hobby artists" arent real artists.

07:18

giving up my dreams for a normal job

15:15

fear of success

06:32

having trouble making music? this is why.

05:17

being a solo artist really sucks...

08:46

original music doesnt exist.

06:01

old musicians are miserable as f***

05:13

be your own biggest hater.

09:33

you're not a real artist if you make content.

09:58

abandon your art. it'll never be good enough.

09:56

music isnt authentic anymore.

09:16

your friends will never like your music.

09:29

you dont need to mix your music.

09:39

your music sucks. make it bad on purpose.

03:44

im just gonna keep trying.

08:01

dont watch this video.

10:17

these new music producers are lame as f***

10:51

im quitting.

10:17

making music when you dont feel like it

01:13

just turned 33

09:30

hi me in two years (made two years ago today)

10:16

things i learned about giving up.

07:53

dying is easy, living is hard

09:46

I was wrong.

03:43

raspberry uncrustables review (im losing hope)

01:50

slowly climbing out the hole

06:23

stop building someone else's dream life.

17:51

i've come a long way.

07:38

you were never gonna start that project anyway.

04:36

"im too tired to work on art"

05:04

inspiration is for amateurs

05:46

making music is hard, but its worth it.

11:44

my life is perfect.

15:48

grief

05:16

youre not capable of doing more, and thats okay

06:29

no thoughts no vibes

07:14

attract or repel, its up to you.

07:48

the first time i saw a ghost

09:20

my dream of owning a convenience store

07:28

a video for the future