Hey floofs!
Just so you guys know I'm going to be taking a break from YouTube for a few days/weeks/a month. I'm really tired of the hustle of always posting and the hate comments. I'm still gonna heart and reply to comments! Dw, I'm not quitting.
Love you all!
Also tysm for 9k!!!
~b0n3
Hey huge shoutout to my best friend โช@Pluto_the_catโฌ , last night I had some family issues that got pretty bad, and I texted her and at 1:30 am (7:30 for her) and I was having a panic attack, and she was just really really amazing and helpful, and somehow understood the garble of words that I was writing.
Thank you so much pookie bear you are genuinely one of the best people I've met <3
I LOVE YOU SO MUCHH ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญโคโค
Hey floofs!
I don't usually post stuff like this because I don't really like talking about it, I just want to let you guys know. So if you've been noticing I've been posting a lot of vents recently, it's because I have sh ocd, which is a type of ocd where you have impulses to sh and sometimes you feel itchy or uneven until you do. I think it's linked with autism.
So I'm actually 6 months clean, and I obviously want to stay clean, (I'm so proud of myself!!) So I've js been texting the Trevor Project hotline a lot and it's Tirering me out.
Don't worry guys I'm okay I'm really sorry I'm just struggling with that and mental health a bit and my parents know, I'm struggling to Stay clean but I'm ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐น๐น๐ determined to so I'm going to stay clean.
I'm really sorry guys have a great day
Hey guys.
I don't really know what to say, but I'm getting a lot of hate and I'm not quite sure how to deal with it this time.
I need to make it known that I have an eating disorder (it's called ARFID and it stands for avoidance/restrictive food intake disorder,) and it flares up when I'm stressed. Hate causes stress. I genuinely can't handle it rn. I'm having enough trouble eating already.
I don't think I'm an animal.
I can't handle the hate on my own right now. Also thank you so much to the people who stand up for me in the replies because it helps me sm.
I'm sorry.
Birthday countdown;
2 days!!!
HELP MEEE I LOST MY BRAIN CUZ โช@Pluto_the_catโฌ STOLE IT. GIVE IT BACK POOKIE. ๐ค๐ค๐น๐น
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