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Not ready to recover, not ready to d1e? Surviving the ED middleground
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The Book That Kickstarted My Addiction: A Tribute to β€˜Junk’
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The forgotten fashions, dance, & faux pas of the y2k goth scene ;-)
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The skinny girl you idolize will get fat...& it's a GOOD THING!
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Gen Z's 'rough corn' obsession is wrecking hookups 🫀
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I just got schooled on how to shower! Are you an ashy white person too?! 😬(The Washcloth Debate!)
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When You Miss The Worst Days of Your ED? : Storytime
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How Ash & I parted ways...& whether I'm lonely? (something I need to say)
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If You’re Lost to an ED, Are The Family Investigated?
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2007: My ED Relapse, the Friend I Lost to Ket, & UNHINGED Weight Comments πŸ˜΅β€πŸ’«
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"It'll always just be me, on my own..." Autistic Realities of Goth Festivals? πŸ¦‡
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Realities of Self Publishing? Answering Your Writing Questions!
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Music By Evil Artists You Formerly Loved: Do You Keep On Listening?
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On Elon Musk's Autism: NTs vs The Autistic Community
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My *First* Babybat Nightlife, & The Goth Queen I Crushed On for 25 Years: Storytime!
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Secrets of a 40-yo Botox-Free Goth: Freakily Effective Anti-Ageing Skincare!
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Staying Safe Clubbing Solo: Tips For Babybats, Autistics & Gravers πŸ–€
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Becoming b0nesp0: The ugly stories behind *those* trigger pics.
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Feeling the 20-something Fear of Ageing? 40 Years on Earth: Storytime!
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Autism: Does ANYONE Understand Our Labels Now?!
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ED'd College Days & Sapphic Romance: Dana's Story, Part 2
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Remember The Ana Fet1sh Forum? 5 Girls Are Now Dead
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Suboxone/Methadone: Life On The Most Heavily Stigmatised MH Meds
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Molly broke my brain
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Addict Gets *Sozzled* For Science! πŸ˜±πŸŽ‰
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155-Year-Old Bottle of Perfume?! Its Weird History, & The Dupe It Took DECADES To Find!
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The Deadliest ED Triggers, From The People Who SHOULD Be Saving You
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Oh The Regret - Addict Tries EVIL Legal High!
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Vampire-Red Snatched Smoky Eye & Ombre Lip: An Easy Tutorial!
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My Cheekbones Are A Lie! 😱 Contour & Highlighting For Pale Skin
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Crochet & Knit Patterns for Halloween, & a Tattered Knitting Masterclass!
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Pumpkins, BooOObs, & Bada$$ Crochet! Autumn Clubbing VLOG!
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TikTok's Disorder Fakers, & The BIZARRE History of Teen Delusions
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I tried to delete myself at the Holiday Inn.
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The Art of Staying Sane, While Chronically Ill...
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"My Sister Has An ED - How Can I Help Her?": Dealing With A Disordered Loved One
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The Lyft Driver Vampire Encounters: Real Vampirism In The USA
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How To Stay On Earth, When You Really Want To Leave...
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More Than A Bul*mic, Less Than A Rainbow: Dana's Story
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Amy Winehouse's Short & Brutal Life - Can The World Only Love Troubled Women Once They're Silent?
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Organising my AuDHD, Wild Scent Reviews, & Skincare Scores: Happy May Favourites! :D
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Exit Note: Finally Publishing The Book That Was Nearly My Final Goodbye
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Saviour Complex Guys: The Good, The Bad...& How To Tell The Difference
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Don't Drink The 'Proper Goth' Kool-Aid: A Babybat Storytime
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Are 'Clean Goth' & Glued-On Piercings For Posers?! An Eldergoth Opinion...
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Overexcited Goth On Stoned Festival Rampage! - VLOG!
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The DARKEST Cybergoth Tracks....Does The World Still Accept Them?
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Autism & Pretty Privilege - The Mistakes That Leave Us Friendless
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Glow Up! Tattoo Brows, 15 Piercings, & Other Happy Things!
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Misunderstood Autistics, & the Fine Art of Saying Sorry
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ED Recovery Advice From Underweight Girls; More Harm Than Good?
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The Era of Visibly ED'd Influencers - & The Latest Death :-/
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Absolute B*llocks & Baloney. Night Night.
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Methadon't: The Ugly Truths of Being In Drug Treatment, Under The Tories
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Somehow I'm Alive In 2024?!! - NYE Clubbing VLOG!
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The Drama on Spiritual TikTok Has Utterly Lost The Plot
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My Spookiest Supernatural Experiences, A New (Dark!) Book, & The Rise of 'Alt': Q&A!
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Tranq: Lies, Corruption, & the Drug That'll Rot Your Flesh
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How To Get Everything You Want From a Goth GF πŸ–€
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Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria: The Really Scary Thing About ADHD...