Just a lost ghost. A silly goose. A soul experiencing and in search of wisdom, and lesson in all things. But a contradicting fool. We create our own life. Yet also create our own boxes. We are stuck in endless loops. When u are happy others are down, when u are down others are happy. Be your own experinece that you are proud of, if you died tommorow. Live a life of gratitude. do not obsess what others think, or feel. Focus on yourself and goals. You are not alone, yet you are. Find what aligns with you. This is not ur first life, nor will it be ur last. So be what you can be proud of and attract the karma you would want. Remeber to always work hard, and with honesty. The quality you give to others may come back to you.