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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Latest chapter in Hi3 has some insane Star Rail references
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New video uploaded.
Hope you enjoy it!
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New Video Uploaded.
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Posting the screenshot of my channel’s earning page because I have been being cyberbullied, directly or indirectly, for quite a while.
As of writing this, the videos of my channel have had cumulatively over 6 million views, thanks to all your acceptance which I am extremely grateful for. But I haven’t earned a single penny from them. Making bucks was never my intention when I started uploading videos. One day I was this close to ending my life, when I landed on a VA’s twitch stream. Didn’t trauma dump or shared anything about ending myself but expressed I have problems (let’s be honest, every human has some) in gullible terms. The VA said something, which is the reason I am still kicking and able to write this today. Wanted to do something in return, hoping the videos would encourage the audiences to go to their streams, that’s how it all started. Never thought the channel would become what it is today.
Would I like to monetize so that I can do this more dedicatedly and consistently? Yes. But I can’t do that because of me being a foreigner and the country of residence’s questionable policies. Has that stopped me from uploading videos? No. Will it? Also a no. I don’t know in what other way my intentions can be expressed clearer and better but if you have suggestions, please feel free to throw it here.
I will not mention any names here because I don’t want to start a drama involving people who don’t have any business in this with, but Most of the VAs I’ve covered have been very kind to me, directly or indirectly, and have showed their loving support. To them, you kind sirs/madams, have treated me the kindest any human beings have ever been. Mere words are not enough to express the appreciation of this insignificant human being has and are the driving force which still keeps me going. Thank you. You all know who you are.
However, exceptions are everywhere you go and there have been instances I have been treated differently, such have been called terms directly or indirectly which can be considered derogatory, putting me in a position to remove videos but them being completely okay with other uploaders with literally the same content etc. Honestly, it’s painful when a viewer tells me to cover a certain content, but I can’t because of OG’s attitude and my own self-respect. That being said, a lot of the times I can’t respond to the requests because of me having to go through an overwhelming number of source materials, and I am only one single person. Almost all of the VAs I know are wonderful people and I would encourage all of you to support them. Always.
Which brings me to the present situation. There are some videos I have been planning to upload recently but due to these bullies throwing backhanded comments and stuff, whenever they see me on a VA’s stream, I have been hesitant. Well, hesitation will get us nowhere, so I have decided to do it. If the OG does not want it to stay, they can always contact me directly and I will remove them.
Lastly, to the bullies. Although it’s depressing to see your actions and you’re terrible human beings, I have got quite a thick skin, thanks to what I have been through in my life so far, and it heals pretty fast. Thus, I will keep on doing what I do for all the people who look forward to the uploads. Luckily or unluckily, I am now too deep into this and I can’t let almost 18 thousand subscribers down.
If you’ve read this far, thank you. Always appreciate the kind support.
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Someone was arguing about how WuWa's optimization and overworld design can never match Genshin's so I decided to post these screenshots. Nothing is pre-rendered, and the game was played on a laptop with a GTX 1650 (mind you, not RTX) 4GB, which is a lot weaker than its desktop counterpart and is an over 5 years old GPU at this point. I was also able to run the game on my over 6 year old budget phone, where Genshin now says it literally isn't installable from the play store. It was barely working, but it still ran. Genshin doesn't anymore.
Off topic but I think these sceneries were gorgeous, so please feel free to use them as wallpapers if you would like to.
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New video uploaded.
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Guess what's coming next
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Good ol' #GenshinCouldNever might have just hit a whole new level. If only the devs listened and cared about the player base like Kuro's WuWa division does (idk about PGR because I don't play it myself) 😩
3rd picture is a bonus of the domain created by Shorekeeper's ult, because I feel sorry for the folks who can't experience it (not being able to pull her or not playing/being able to play the game).
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Hey everyone! Kind of a short notice but I will be pulling for Shorekeeper on twitch today. If you're interested, please check the details in the discord event!
discord.gg/GjjRdk5X?event=1289815013069951077
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Holding a watch party on twitch for Wuthering Waves 1.3 Special program. Please feel free to join if you're interested!
discord.gg/6ZYzYfHK?event=1285954320642211912
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Just a Himeko lover trying to spread the love