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Author ✍️ Witch ✨Coach Use. Your. Voice. It’s the only one


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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c

Squeaky's Cauldron
Posted 2 months ago

This is my “I finished a book mid flight and am celebrating in Tbilisi” face!!!
##amwriting #fantasyauthor #finishedabook #authortube

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Squeaky's Cauldron
Posted 2 months ago

Some days (like today) I wake up angry.

I’ve got vices in my head going full throttle at the first sign of consciousness, telling me all sorts of nonsense.

Things like “Why bother? No one cares.” and “Wow, you are so stupid, and pointless.”

Mean things. Things I know aren’t true, but in the moment feel very f*cking real.

These voices often pipe up right when I’m in the middle of something edgy. (Especially when I’m avoiding going allll the way to the edge.)

For example, yesterday I filmed a couple videos for Squeaky’s Cauldron, but (I realize in hindsight) I didn’t SAY THE THINGS I needed to say.

I flinched.

I’m also at a painful part in this book I’m writing, which is asking a lot from me, and DOUBT kicks in.

And where there is doubt, the Inner Critic feeds. So, in true me fashion, I decided to get curious, and ask some questions. Et voila! This tarot spread.

Use this whenever things get noisy.

1- What does this voice need from me to survive? This is what the voice wants you to continue doing, so it can be stronger, louder, and protect you—in its own, f*cked up way.

2- What can I learn from or be reminded of by this voice? This is something constructive you can take away from this experience, whether it’s learning about a particular blind spot, or being reminded of something important you’ve lost track of.

3- What do I need to give myself right now? This is what you need, body, mind, or soul, to move through this experience.

Let me know how it goes.

#tarotspread #innerchildhealing #innercritic #yougotthis #keepgoing

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Squeaky's Cauldron
Posted 2 months ago

Life is too short to read bad (for you) books.

New episode coming in a couple hours with news about the book club!

I'll just be over here laughing at myself. 😂

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Squeaky's Cauldron
Posted 3 months ago

Welp, massive, sudden technical difficulties mean the stream ISN'T happening today, apparently. The Universe wants what the Universe wants, I guess. Super bummed! My video Just. Wouldn't. Work. :(

I'll figure this out and be back with a stream in the next couple days. xx

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Squeaky's Cauldron
Posted 3 months ago

I'm going live tonight with Chapter 2 of Women Who Run with the Wolves!

We're celebrating Hysum's birthday tomorrow and I'm actively experimenting with doing things the asy way, so I can bring my best energy for y'all. Which means--I'll see you today!

7PM Dubai
4pm UK
11am ESt

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Squeaky's Cauldron
Posted 3 months ago

EDIT: This will be happening next week instead! I’m thinking doing these every week is a bit much for me. As much as my mind wants me to, my body and my intuition are like “heyyyyyy, B, slow tf down.” And I’ma honor that.

Book club today!

We’re diving into chapter two, looking into the story of Bluebeard, and the inner predator that exists in all of us. It’s the voice that says stop when you just get going, that says be quiet when you’ve finally found your voice.

Join me in just a few hours to talk about how this predator got there, and what to do with it so it doesn’t ruin your life.

youtube.com/live/0D9ufkpL1D8?si=hFvpMJfYJ3bzENg8

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Squeaky's Cauldron
Posted 3 months ago

Chapter One! We get to start digging into the meat (and bones 🦴) of the book with a discussion on La Loba, the wolf woman.

See you soon!

youtube.com/live/x0Jm-URtv1Q?si=4WWllQqNGJuaa_Nk

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Squeaky's Cauldron
Posted 3 months ago

Wanna get some writing done! Come write with me!

youtube.com/live/nOIlDmeYB0U?feature=share

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Squeaky's Cauldron
Posted 3 months ago

Starting soon!

Have you tried and tried again to read this groundbreaking, dense AF book? Yeah, saaaame. This book club will help! Cuz we’ll be having fun and exploring these deep themes together.

Come join me today to talk about the introduction, Singing Over the Bones!

Women Who Run With the Wolves Book Club 🐺 | Intro Chapter
youtube.com/live/LBibfg_BTMI?feature=share

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Squeaky's Cauldron
Posted 3 months ago

EDIT: one week! (My energy craaaashed and I’m honoring that 🫶)

Come get your write on with a live 50 minute writing sprint hosted by yours truly. Get your ass in the chair and let's write something!

youtube.com/live/nOIlDmeYB0U?si=DSI7AFYILeRJFvRr


#writingsprint #writewithme

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