Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Arch Linux PowerPC video is canceled. I absolutely hate what I’ve edited so far. It’s too long and the audio is unforgivably bad (thanks APPLE). I am sorry for even announcing it. See y’all eventually. Maybe. I’m damn near rock bottom right now and idk what to do, this video situation sure isn’t helping and I have zero motivation to make or do much of anything right now.
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Things might be happening… 👀👀
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[CW] Depression. Also, I'm trying desperately to not throw a pity party for myself, but that is kind of what this is, so sorry about that.
Hello!
Is this thing still on?
Not sure if anyone is still around, but here goes. I know I haven't uploaded in... yikes... 6 months. To be honest, I have been feeling pretty burnt out and depressed lately. I've actually recorded at least a few videos, but they just... fell through. Either because I was just worried that the video would be bad, or what I was trying to do in the video just failed. This might be hard to tell because of the absolute garbage I've posted on this channel, but I am a raging perfectionist. I will and have deleted hours of work because I didn't think it would turn out well. With all my video ideas falling through for one reason or another, I am really demotivated to make anything new on this channel now. This combined with me having a not great and very busy summer (personal stuff) has lead me to be even less motivated to post videos to this channel.
I've also been generally depressed due to other personal factors. I'm in the position right now that I am, or at least feel like, an outsider in all my friend groups, but not motivated enough to actually improve my social skills and expand my interests to prevent myself from being an outsider in the first place. I'm honestly very confused how those two things can be the case at the same time but somehow they are. I could just "FiNd bEtTeR fRiEnDs" but it's difficult to meet people when you already know everyone that's easily accessible through school and your interests don't align with most extracurricular activities. I'm also terrified of most people knowing my interests because I don't want to be judged by people, which makes me act weird around people, which in turn makes them judge me. It's an infinite loop and I f**king hate it. It's so demotivating. It's so depressing.
(Also for the IRL friends that are subbed here, I am not talking about you. All y'all are great.)
As for when the next video is coming out, I don't know. I'm still sort of working on the Apple TV Windows XP project, but progress has been slow for various reasons. Maybe I'll release something tomorrow, maybe I'll never post again, but regardless, I hope y'all are doing well. Y'all have been so supportive over the years and have kept me sane even though my upload schedule is absolute hot trash most of the time. Thank you for watching my videos, however bad they are, and I hope to see you in the future.
Distro 🫡 (for now)
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Merry Christmas to all that celebrate! I know I haven’t uploaded much in the past year, but despite that my channel has grown quite a bit, ane I’d like to thank you all for that! I have been working on more projects and I should have a video about them out eventually, although my ETA has been pushed back several times by factors mostly outside of my control. Here’s a spoiler of what I’ve been working on!
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I just got accepted into the YouTube Partner Program! That means I can finally monetize my content! I'd like to thank everyone who has watched my videos over the past year for helping me reach this amazing milestone. More content coming soon, hopefully.
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3 years.
That is how long it has been since I uploaded my first YouTube video on this channel. While it was far from the first video I’ve made (I’ve been messing with cameras and video recording since before I could walk) this channel was the first one I took at all seriously. Through highs and lows, I have gone from 0 to 1,276 subscribers, and 0 to 101,036 (including about 9,000 private) views over the last 3 years. More importantly, I have created a community around my videos that watches the weird nerdy stuff I create once an eternity. So to everyone who returns to my videos, watches them actively, and has subscribed, I want to give you an extra special THANKS for your love and support. Some things are still improving here as well (like the fact that every video I’ve ever made has absolutely terrible audio) but I don’t plan on quitting YouTube any time soon. Another new video is probably coming out within the next few weeks (definitely not just to hit monetization) by the way.
Thanks again for your long term support.
Distro
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Hey everyone! I know that my upload schedule has been pretty bad recently. In reality, there are a bunch of reasons why this is the case, but one major one is that I am not sure if I should vary my content to both documentaries and non-documentary tech videos, like reviews, repairs, deep dives, and maybe programming videos. I have some ideas for both styles, but I don't want to make non-documentary content if no one wants to watch it. I know that these poll results might not reflect the reality of what people will watch but if no one wants non-documentaries I won't make them.
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New video coming May 15, 2023, it's going to Be pretty good!
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Best April Fools prank ever!!
Thanks for 1000 subscribers <3
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YouTube documentarian, hacker, programmer,
Currently porting Windows XP to an original Apple TV.
I don't typically accept sponsorships, but you can use my business email, seen below on desktop, to send me requests.
No, you cannot have a free computer.