HIIIIIII CURRENTLY STREAMING PHOENIX WRIGHT: ACE ATTORNEY WITH MY MOM @justguffyy ON HER YOUTUBE CHANNEL !!!! GET IN HERE
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WHAT DO YOU MEANNNMNNMMMM WHAT DO YOU FUCKINF MEAN I HIT 1K SUBS AFTER ALL THIS TIME????
LIKE??? of course, thank you, gods thank you, rin a few years ago would have been out of her CHAIR seeing that number.
but sheesh, I feel a little guilty for it at this point since ive barely made this channel a thought on my mind as of late :,D
I don't think it's that I don't have the time for it... I just don't know how to manage my time well, how to keep my focus on long term projects, and if you've seen the latest Thing I posted... ive felt lost and apathetic for some time, in a way I never have before.
I don't feel like I can get back to what I used to do, to what I used to be. I have hit a wall, and am no longer sure where my values lie. I really don't know enough about the world to be making videos where I commentate and give my piece on media that is inherently political and reflective of the world.
I know for sure I need to make changes in my personal life, I just don't know when and in what form they will take.
But ive been feeling... somewhat better, as of late.
I do not have any particular goals in mind, but I am trying to change how I think about things so that I won't be as harsh on myself. I just hope it isn't a lie I am telling myself to be okay with complacency and not trying hard enough, but that's not for this post.
I'll probably post a sonic dub shitpost sooner or later. I so badly wish I could post speedpaints, but the circumstances that I can make one happen are exceedingly rare. Or maybe I'll just yap about whatever I'm thinking about again.
I dunno.
Thanks regardless. I really don't know what it's for at this point, since I'm not even sure if most of the content on my channel reflects me anymore, but questioning the decision people make to care about me has not helped me, so.
I'll take it.
I would hope it's for who or what I am rather than the dumb shit I say LMAO
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HI GUYSSSSSSSS I GOT TO BE BLAZE I GOT TO BE BLAZE FOR A COMIC DUB SOMEONE ELSE MADE !!! 🔥
it's a real treat to be a part of this! everyone involved is so talented and supportive of each other, and the video editing is fantastic. this is a long term project that i will continue to be a part of, and I highly recommend following it if u like Sonic dubs bc it is very cool on its own, and DonutLordVA makes genuinely good stuff (and maybe even if u like to see what silly shenanigans im getting up to these days ;)
ty for ur time, stay safe and positive despite the trials, everyone 💜
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hi all, what's up!
im trying to get up to my creative stuff as much as i can on my own time (aka "i've been scrolling tumblr a lot and seeing just how many talented folks are out there, i love all of u"), but i have yet to acknowledge any of that talent ive been consuming so much of. this time i'd like to shout someone out who deserves attention towards their art!
mechamudskipper is a friend of mine, but disregarding that i really do admire their work and can vouch for them being EXTREMELY talented and diverse. dynamic poses, multi-character works WITH full shading and backgrounds, comics, comics with OCs, horror themed stuff, they even do ANIMATION and PIXEL WORK??? they work on new things all the time, and im always blown away by whatever it is that they do and am excited to see just how much further they can go :3
if anyone's looking to give a young lesser known artist a chance, their commissions are open on their twitter @mechamudskipper :
x.com/mechamudskipper
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hi everyone!
i don't make legit status updates very often, but my presence on here has been noticeably different, a little out of whack shall we say. even when i have never had an established schedule for anything that i do xD
just figured i proooobably shouldn't leave everyone in the dark for so long (especially those who aren't regulars in my livestreams), and at least tell ya that hey! i am working on things, i am trying!
sooooo clearly i have been consumed by Sonic the Hedgehog LOL im seriously investing my all into it and it's gonna be that way for... a while.
im gonna make more comic dubs and honestly just live my life. i stressed myself out for a long time, trying to keep pace with making video essays that met my own standards, and im over it.
i was upset for quite a while that i felt like i was "losing my touch" and didnt recognize myself from what i was like 1-3 years ago, but it's okay. im just crossing new horizons now, is all. im aware of my own limits, and that i am not the same girl who made those videos. and that's not a bad thing. that doesn't mean that anything i expressed in those videos aren't or never were valid. change is the one true constant of life, and embracing what i AM and what i CAN be instead of what i WAS is key.
i just need to find another way to embody the values i once so brazenly preached without putting too much on my plate and making me doubt myself.
that doesn't mean that i will never do those types of videos again, but defo not for the rest of this year, at least.
trust me, i still have a LOT on my back burner, but im not worried about it. just living life one day at a time.
if you subscribed to me specifically for more of those videos, i do appreciate you so so much. but ultimately this channel is me and my legacy, so i can only hope that everyone is here for whatever antics i get up to because i WANT to.
as for real plans, again with the comic dubs.
i also want to continue streaming. BUT. i will not be streaming again soon. but the reason for that is because i am (slowly) working on a giant stream highlights video! everything from 2023-2024 i am watching again bc i consider my "official" streaming start in mid 2023. so like... i cant just do 2023 or 2024 by themselves lol. and i have so much to go through already that making more content would just... not be a good idea.
i would like for it to come out at the end of this year, but we'll see what happens *shrugs*
i also wanted to make a video for the end of the year of everything i have drawn over the course of 2024. Sonic has singlehandedly saved the artist in me, when i thought it would be a dead hobby. the nature of that video means that yeah i just need to hone my hobby for a while lol so. get excited i guess! just a big 'ol time capsule for everything i spend my days on. end of this year is gonna be some shit man, idk if ill be ready for it emotionally LOL.
so ye. im okay. im livin'. thanks to everyone for all of the support for such a long time. simultaneously feels like 1 year went by in a blur, and that 5 years passed in the time of 1. cannot BELIEVE that the Terranigma Iceberg will be 3 years old soon. i will never not be astonished by what little ol' me can do just by playing video games on the internet and talking about them.
take it easy, everyone.
TL;DR
- yeah sorry about that time i privated everything. im okay
- making my scope smaller for my own sake
- Sonic the Hedgehog
- (Sonic the Hedgehog) comic dubs, streaming is on the menu but is halted, big stream highlights video and video talking about the silly things that i draw incoming (slowly). video essays are on hiatus
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TOMORROW AT 6PM EST, I WILL BE PLAYING THE MURDER OF SONIC THE HEDGEHOG ONCE AGAIN. WITH MY MOM THIS TIME. GONNA BE GOOD TIMES BABYYYYYY I GOT VOICES FOR EVERYONE
it will be on her YouTube channel! @justguffyy
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i will be going live with my mom @justguffyy playing Sonic Adventure at 7 PM EST today! it will be on her YouTube channel this time, not on my twitch. let's see if my mom turns out to be a REAL Sonic fan >:3
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HIIIIII LAYLA IS BACK FOR A STREAM YIPPEEEEE
we are watching the nintendo direct and then doing??? sonic stuff???
www.twitch.tv/rinomander
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hellooooooo everyone. some of you who are regulars in my stream chat will know that my mom pops in sometimes! she plays video games too!
so now, today is the day. she has started her OWN youtube channel, where she will be playing some of her favorite cozy games (namely Stardew Valley, Animal Crossing, Spiritfarer, and Echoes of the Plum Grove to name a few) and streaming them, too! totally not biased at all my mom is a very funny, beautiful, empathetic, sarcastic, and knowledgeable woman, and she would appreciate any form of support for her interest :)
@justguffyy
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i think im ready to take on Sonic 3 & Knuckles (aka Sonic A.I.R.)! come and hang out as i stumble my way thru another step of Sonic's grand history
www.twitch.tv/rinomander
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heyo! call me rin or blaze! ✨ a girl with a lot of passionate, nonsensical feelings on stuff who figured out how to yell about them into my editing software! welcome to my little corner of the internet :3
this channel is a slice of me and my internet legacy. i upload whatever has caught my interest or made me happy these days.
it's messy, chaotic, shamelessly unprofessional, but meticulously polished and a lot of fun nonetheless. that's the rinomander experience, baby.
I hope im funni. i think i can be. i hope you're doing well whenever and wherever you are, and thank you to everyone who gives me a chance by clicking 💜