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I feel as if Iβm nothing. I wake up every morning to feel the same as the day before. Iβm drained, Iβm lost, Iβm struggling with life. I feel easily replaced and always left out. I feel as if I will never be anybodyβs first choice because Iβm always the backup. Everyone has someone that they will choose before me. Iβve finally accepted that I am no oneβs favorite person. I feel as if everything I love just loses it. Whether itβs a person or an object. Sometimes I wonder if Iβm really that bad. Iβm never happy, I always fake it. Iβm always annoying people, disappointing people, making mistakes, I feel like thereβs something wrong with me. I try my hardest but no one ever sees it and always says I donβt try but I do. I have no one and if I do they always leave. I feel like such a failure.