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There's nothing left to say about loneliness which hasn't already been said. We are so aware of it, we have seen it all around us and inside us, and yet we have no solution. Except a hug, a kiss, a lingering hand. Maybe a childhood friend's memory, comforting us at odd times. Maybe an unexpected moment of kindness from your parent. And that's when you realise how on the edge you have been all the time, how easy it is for you to just sit on the floor, fall down like a pile of clothes actually, and weep. Only you don't. You swallow that feeling and nod and smile and move on. Does it make sense when I say loneliness has replaced my hunger? Do you get what I mean when I say I feel like eating the sun, if only to feel something other than cold waves lapping against my insides? Are you lonely this way too? Or is your loneliness more of a "I could fit my entire existence on this bed and nothing would change for me"? It all sounds so silly now that I think of it; you would expect to see a madman when you'd see me. But no, I have a normal face, normal hands. I like to laugh at silly jokes. I like to talk to my friends sometimes. I miss people. I sometimes forget to eat. I have a pile of books next to me right now and I wish to go through them slowly, this year itself. I want to run across a field and have the wind blow right onto my face and I want it to rain. I am pretty alright that way, just like you. Only, I am lonely. You cannot see it at once, but it slips through the cracks, and there's a moment of silence where I am waiting for the earth to split open and save me from the mortification. I am also, in the same breath, waiting for the other person to say "me too" or to hold me. Am I making sense? I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. Loneliness. Funny thing. We're all lonely. Shouldn't that be enough to make us feel the opposite? It isn't.
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Everyday life is a challenge. So many things we need to balance, the things we need to do, the things we want to do. So many hard choices to make with our finite time. Relationships are hard to maintain in this whirlwind of modern day life. So every gesture, every word, takes new meaning in the light of this new world we are living in. Nothing is more valuable than the gift of time because it is the gift of another's life. What they could have done with it, the possibilities infinite, but chose to give it to you. So hold it close in your heart no matter how brief it was, it still has infinite value for it is a piece of their life they will never get back.
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Dear Humans,
I hope you find the peace of mind that youâve always been chasing after. I hope that youâre able to sit down with your demons, with your depression and with yourself and finally come to terms with yourself that youâve only got one body, one mind and one life. You have to start taking better care of yourself. I know that life isnât easy, but you shouldnât be afraid of anything. I hope you find it within yourself to answer all of those questions, I hope you find a way to fall in love with yourself. I hope you maintain a healthy relationship with yourself because how can you love others and give away everything that you are unless you fully understand yourself, you know? I hope that you find yourself surrounded by good and clean energy. I hope that you make amends with all of the pain that the past holds within soft memories, I hope that youâre able to remain sober and consistent with yourself. I hope that you give yourself the much needed loyalty and respect, I hope you hold yourself to high standards of being a better person. I hope that you steer clear of people who want to drain you of your energy and I hope youâre able to open your mind to the limitless possibilities even if it starts with a simple smile. I know that no matter what, youâll always come to terms with yourself. Sometimes Iâm just worried, you know? I hope youâre able to clear your blocked root chakra and deal with the anxiety and fears of not understanding who you need to be for yourself. I hope you stop chasing after things just to have a taste of a false wholeness. You always had it within yourself, you donât need someone or anything to give you that validation. You are amazing and youâre going to grow stronger and stronger. I know that no matter how hard things get, youâll always be hopeful and give yourself that much needed faith. I love you, please be safe.
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