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Top Comments of this video!! :3
You, random stranger I will never meet. I wish you happiness. Everything's gonna be better!
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Saying āim tiredā doesnt mean anything to people and i dont know why. I tell people im tired but they dont get it. Whenever im going through it just saying āim tiredā describes everything. Im tired of having to deal with it all. And im tired of staying up till 4 a.m. crying. Im tired of coming home from school and immediately hit the floor in tears. And im tired of not having to relate to songs anymore, because ill cry no matter what. As long as im alone. Which seems to be how i always am
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For anyone who needs to hear this
I'm proud of you for eating
I'm proud of you for being you
I'm proud of you for crying
I'm proud of you for facing your feelings
I'm proud of you for trying
I'm proud of you for staying
I'm proud of you for sleeping
I'm proud of you for walking
I'm proud of you for all you do
I'm proud of you for breathing
I'm proud of you for waking up
I'm proud of you for who you are
I'm proud of you yes you
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To everyone scrolling through the comments before they drift off to sleep have a good sleep, you deserve it and Ik Im some random person on the internet but, you deserve this you deserve rest and a break so take it <3
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For the past 20 minutes Iāve been scrolling through the comments and familiarising myself with the type of pain people here have experienced, or are experiencing. So if you just so happen to be someone struggling, whether you choose to accept it or deny it, Iām here to remind you, everything will be okay, it seems impossible but there is so much for you yet to achieve, you just have to hold on a little longer, okay? I hope youāre all okay š¤
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The hardest words to say are
"I'm not okay"
"I'v given up"
"I'm tired"
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It's okay to cry, sometimes you can't control it
It's okay to lie about embarrassing things, sometimes these aren't your fault
It's okay to skip school for once because you're not feeling okay inside
It's okay to feel dead inside (I do too)
It's okay to feel ignored by everyone, even though it's not true
It's okay to feel alone, sometimes you need to be alone
It's okay to make mistakes, we all do (I do too)
It's okay to love music (I do too)
It's okay to love video games (I do too)
It's okay to like barbies
It's okay to like Spiderman (I do too)
It's okay to have a favourite artist
It's okay to live, even when you don't want to
It's okay to like Harry Potter (I do too)
It's okay to like certain artists, after all we all have our own music taste
It's okay to like child-shows (they aren't made for a specific age, the creators just put an age for it)
It's okay to be a part of the LGTBQ+ community (everyone is different)
It's okay to be made fun of (they're jealous of you)
It's okay to think you're a embarrassment for your family (you're not)
It's okay to be yourself (everyone should)
It's okay to have your own taste in something (everyone does)
It's okay to live in a fantasy
It's okay to have a crush (93% of the people have had a crush in their life)
It's okay to have feelings for the same gender as yourself (be proud of it)
It's okay to be different (If everyone on earth would be the same, it would be boring)
It's okay to want to stand out sometimes (we all need to feel important)
It's okay to like any animal
It's okay to like any movie
It's okay to be afraid of something (94% of the people are)
It's okay to be afraid of spiders (6% of the people are)
It's okay to have embarrassing moments (we all do)
It's all okay, just remember that suicide is never the key to being happy, we never know if there's a heaven or not, you could end up being nowhere and having no sight of what the people around you are experiencing.
This took me a while to type, liking would be appreciated so I can find this video back after days, weeks, months, or even YEARS after this has been posted, because time flies faster than you think, 2017 feels like yesterday, and now it's 6 years later!
If you need any person to talk to or if you're struggling with life, please add me on discord (if you have it)
Discord username: vstarqt (no numbers/tag, since discord's new update)
(Like so I can return to this video and edit my discord username in case I changed it by then, but currently it's the above^)
Sincerely,
Your Virtual Sibling x
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Yes, I'm tired. Because of the cheating. Because of the lies .Because of the pain .But the worst thing is: I still love you despite everything.
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It's hard to fall asleep knowing that you will wake up tommorow and go through the same hell you went through yesterday.
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Man, our phones really must be listening to us. Perfect timing. Thanks, FBI Agent. You're the best.
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I'm tired of having hopes for a relationship that will never happen
I'm tired of being played all over again
I'm tired of feeling dumb
I'm tired of trying to be the perfect one for someone I love
I'm tired of pretending that I am happy and mentally stable when I just want to be alone and cry until I feel numb
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I'm just so done with being perfect, and I'm glad I'm scrolling through the comments seeing people who I can relate to, people who understand what tired means. I believe in you, let's work through this together, we've got this!
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0:00-4:32 listen before I go- Billie Eilish
4:32- 11:17 sign of times- harry styles (cover?)
11:17-15:23 you're somebody else- Flora Cash
15:23- 21:23 The Wisp Sings- Winter Aid
21:23- 25:07- The night we met- Lord Huron (cover by ???)
25:07-27:28- your somebody else again i think
i got lazy so if anyone wants to finish this go for it and ill edit it
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I saw a comment saying how they had been reading through this comments section for 20 minutes and I was unsure how someone would do that
Iāve now also been reading these comments for half an hour now, thereās just such a pleasant feeling in listening to this music and knowing that thereās a lovely group of people scattered across countries that are all gathered for a brief point in time to share a moment of just sheer authenticity with each other. Weāre in pain. Weāre comforting each other. Weāre gaining that same comfort in turn. Weāre still living. Itās nice.
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I just wanna say that I used to listen to playlists like this and sad songs all the time when I was like 12-17. I was really depressed, I had really bad anxiety and an ED as well as being alone in it. I had a bad family life, bad friends, I hated school and had nobody to talk to about it. I just want everyone in this comment section and going through that kind of stuff to know it gets better. I'm 18 now, I graduated high school last year and I'm finally happy. My life isn't perfect but I got out of some bad environments (school, family life changed as well) and I worked really hard to prioritise my happiness even if it made the people around me unhappy. When I was 12 I thought I would die before I turned 13 and for a long time, I didn't believe there was anything for me in the world. I want you all to know that that isn't true. I want you to know that there is love, even when you can't see it or feel it. I promise you it's there and one day you'll look back and be so grateful you stayed because coming out the other side is so beautiful. I see love in the trees and the grass, in the way the flowers bloom and in the ocean. I see it in strangers walking past me holding hands or laughing together, and in kids playing. I know it's hard to believe now, trust me I do. I know that you probably haven't felt anything other than depressed or numb for a long time so you think that that's all there is but there is more. There's that quote from Richard Kadrey, āWhen you're born in a burning house, you think the whole world is on fire. But it's not.ā. Try to remember that you may have been born into chaos but that won't be your whole life. You will find yourself and your people. There is no one purpose or one key to life, it's only important to live and to love. And to take your time in both of those things. You are often shaped by your experiences and your environment but that is not all you are. You know that deep down and I hope you hold onto those little bits of light and hope until one day you realise you're okay. That you made it. Anyway, this is just me, a random stranger who was once feeling exactly how you are now, telling you that I believe in you. I promise you that there is love out there for you. I promise it's already all around you. If surviving is all you can do then just survive and survive and survive until you realise you've survived and that surviving turns to living. Keep going, this won't be the end of your story.
* And I want to add that when I say love I don't just mean romantic love or a relationship. Sometimes it's purely platonic friendships. Sometimes it's lots of friends and others it's just one or two like me. Sometimes it's seeing the love in the natural world, in the trees and the ocean and the stars and the sky. That's where I found love, that's part of what saved me. Sometimes it's in the music, it's knowing someone else feels this way too. It's in knowing you're not alone. What I'm saying is find your definition of love, find what gets you through. Sending love always :)
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It's currently late at night where I live. I'm the only one awake in my house, and I have so many stressful things going on in my life rn and my anxiety is going off the rails tonight. I really needed this playlist to help calm me down and get rest. Thank you.
Also, if you are like me and you are going through some hard times in your life, please read the following;
you are loved [I love you, even if nobody else does, I do]
It's ok to make mistakes, don't be too hard on yourself about it
Grades don't define your intelligence
"The past can hurt, but you can either run from it, or learn from it" [Raffiki the lion king]
It's ok to not be happy all the time
Be friends with whoever you want to be friends with
love whoever you want to love
you are important [don't let anyone else try to make you feel less important]
one day, everything will be better
Don't be afraid to ask for help [we all need help at least once in our lives]
I'm so proud of you
You are so strong
You have gone through hell in your life, and yet you are still here today
We all need a break sometimes
It's ok to have bad days
It's ok to cry
It's ok to not be ok
Also, here are ome reasons to stay alive;
1; [if still in school] to graduate high school/college
2; to watch your siblings grow up
3; to make your parents proud
4; to get married to someone who loves you unconditionally
5; to have your own kids
6; the nostalgia you feel when you watch disney movies/cartoons from your childhood
7; to do self care nights
8; to reunite with family/friends you haven't seen in a long time and miss
9; to dream about your crush
10;to be proud of yourself and all your accomplishments
11; to share your story in hopes of helping others
12; to wear an outfit you feel good in again
I wish all of you out there an amazing life. Everything will get better one day
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I'm French and I haven't listened to English music for a week because of my teacher who told me that I suck in English. This playlist did me a lot of good, thank you š«¶
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āSometimes we do not understand the questions we seek answers, sometimes it is enough to know that you are in pain and that things canāt stay the sameā
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Oh boy, it's been years coming to this kind of videos in the night to find some rest, some self compassion, a little stop to rest and get some peace before moving on the next morning. Damn. It's been a hell of 4 years. First I lost my ex who I loved like nobody else after recovering from someone else who already got me ripped up emotionally, this girl made me love again just to get broken up and she's been coming back and forth for all this time everytime I seemed to move on... first trying to get back, then keeping my hopes up, then trying to be only casuals, and in the end she always ended up dumping me again. Three years of manipulation, emotional abuse, killing my self esteem..you name it. All this with a lockdown for the COVID-19 that drove me nuts, being alone at home for months. Then last year she reached out again and broke my heart again for nothing. Few day later i also lost my little doggo who I had for almost 13 years and loved him so much, and I couldn't say goodbye as he deserved. Next month, my grandpa got killed in an accident out of the blue. He was old but he was in good shape phisically and mentally for his age. Then here I am, recovering from the depression that left me in. I got fat, I got scary about living, hiding from going out and hanging out with people. You get better but... I find myself today dealing with this loop again, almost a year before. When you feel you are recovering, all that BS comes back to drop you down. Maybe it's because it would be the birthday of a loved one who passed away, maybe is that forbidden person reaching out to hurt your feelings again, maybe it's just you had a bad day and everything comes to make you feel awful.
I've never told this to the public, but damn, I feel like I need to relief myself and talk it down.
Sometimes I read your stories and it makes me feel a little better, not because you folks are doing poorly, but because I'm not alone with this feelings, I'm not alone with this fight, and none of us is. Everyone is dealing with their battles in silence and everyone deserves love and respect for that, as the human beings we are.
So maybe my story will make someone feel like he or she is not alone If going through something similar.
I wish you all the best, genuinely. It will get better, just need to be patience, cry it out when needed with this music, or by talking about it. Breath when you got relieved, then get some rest.
It's gonna be fine.
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@catztheroyalbi-ness4897
1 year ago
If you read this I want you to know that people care about you, including me. You deserve food, water, self care, and sleep. If itās nice out try to go outside whether itās to go for a walk or to just breathe.
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