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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I never spoke either as a child, I've never heard anyone else describe the feeling of not relating to your peers as a kid like that. I don't even think I really realized thats what it was until you said it. Feeling a little less alone now. Thank you for sharing 💜
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Been a fan since I first saw you playing and singing. wow .... Almost 10 years ago so proud of you. I cry for your loss but rejoice with your success
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All of us who have been here since the beginning wanted this so bad, thank you for sharing, we love you ❤️ and thanks for making us not feel so alone
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Omg she brought tears to my eyes talking about her sister, and the maturity you had at such a young age is amazing! Truly inspirational, much love <3 And being young and going through truly catastrophic things as a young child can truly change you forever, I understand exactly how it feels to have the inner child ripped out of you like you said. You're never the same, but I also know how important it is to not let these things define you, but strengthen you. Art was also a big outlet of mine, I sing, rap, draw/paint, and write poems and stories. It's truly inspirational when someone goes though such horrible things and turn it into such a beautiful ending to a sad story<3 :) So beautiful.
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Nikki has one of the most beautiful voices I've ever heard. She can whisper in my ear anytime.
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Your voice is very soothing in this Niykee. Feel like I’m listening to a late night advice call in show with a sexy raspy voiced radio therapist. 😉
So glad you’re posting again. Missed u. ❤️
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Thank you so very very very much for being so open and honest about your childhood. It honestly breaks my heart to hear about everything you've had to endure but you are truly incredible for the bravery, strength and resillience you have continued to show. I've absolutely loved your music for years and years now. Wishing you and your family the absolute best for the future. never forget how brave, strong, resillient and incredible you are. Much Love ❤❤❤
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As an empath and old soul myself , I think the loneliness and being so self aware at such a young age was traumatizing. Feeling like you have all this worldly knowledge and wisdom yet with no experience. With knowledge comes sadness, a deep sadness because you feel like the world is your responsibility but you didnt sign up for it . But as I got older , you realize how beautiful life is , because you also notice the innocence in a child , the smell of flowers , the sound of waves crashing . Its bittersweet bliss .
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You make me cried. In a beautiful way. I felt it. X thank-you for sharing.
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I love her . ♥️ Thank you so much for sharing you’re story .
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I'm truly sorry you went through these experiences as a child. I can't imagine how lonely and isolating that was.
My anxiety came on late in life from medications and it's been brutal. I hope you keep doing your podcasts because this shows a real side that I don't think I ever saw from your music or social media.
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This is so beautiful, I had tears and chills throughout & it’s amazing to see what you have done & become because of everything you’ve been through. Incredibly inspiring to have followed you for years, listening and resonating so deeply with your music and hearing your story now. I was at the bedroom tour toronto show & met you backstage💓
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I resonate with you so well, I’m sitting here thinking how awesome it would be to have a real conversation with you. I’ve never met anyone with such a similar story to mine. I’m proud of you. You’re so well spoken im in awe. I’ve been a fan for years and I always come to look for more content, I normally don’t do that. I tend to forget, but I always kept up to date with you. I understand why I’m always drawn to you. You’re drawn to those who share the same struggle. Love you niykeee.
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You are extraordinary! Thank you for opening up to us and sharing your story! The way you speak moves mountains. I’ve never felt such strong energy from listening to someone’s words. NBK💜
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i just watched Episode 1 and now this is even better 💓 i’m ready for Episode 3 after this 💓
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Just finished watching the first episode and I loved it so much I also luv the fact that you are being your self and being unapologetic like if ppl don't want see or hear what you got to say than they can go somewhere else
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You are amazing. Thank you for being you❤️ i love these podcasts. Such a inspiration!
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I love this so much. Thank you for being you.
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Lol there's so many parts of this that are relatable! You just can't help but laugh at some parts " yeahh, even the teachers thought I was weird" 😂 lmaoo.
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@kastimizillion
7 months ago
You are an amazing communicator. I'm astounded, not just by your voice, but by your story. 😢
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