It doesn't sound great but i had a lot of fun making it and honestly, that's all that really matters. Might make an acoustic version that sounds better later maybe but i might never, who knows. Also wanna say that whatever it is that you're going through, you'll make it out, you'll be okay, you'll survive or revive

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lyrics:
chorus- life's a blur, it's complicated, the way i hate it
won't give up, can't explain it, something's waiting
got the devil on my side in the empty space of my mind
tough luck, i'm still breathing, i don't know why but

v1- i'll try, i'll try to find a place where i can live like myself
i'm tired of the lying, i can't fake being nice
i'll fight the thoughts in my head that you put when i wasn't myself
i'm tied to the light like the moon in the sky

pre- maybe i'm a disappointment to you all
maybe my straight A's are all that you want
Maybe i'd be better off as a corpse
But i promised myself that i'll try my best

chorus

v2- I'll cry, I'll feel all the pain, when i hide it feels like i'm insane
If i let me feel, i feel fine, i'm alive
Oh hi, i'll never be the same, i'll leave or i'll age or i'll change
I'll take what's mine, won't live someone else's life

pre
chorus

life's a blur, it's complicated, the way i hate it
won't give up, can't explain it, somethin's waiting
got the angels on the line, they are keeping me alive
tough luck, i'm glad i'm living