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this song is about the complete fuckin drag mental illness can be. it's for when ur too tired to move and hanging out with friends is overwhelming and it feels like you're just swimming through a pool of thick mud and it's not cool like how worms and pigs do.
thank u for listening!!
Links:
Spotify ~ open.spotify.com/artist/3P4vW5tzQvmuoNaFQqzy9q?si=âŠ
Apple Music ~ itunes.apple.com/us/artist/chloe-moriondo/14186106âŠ
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Views : 402,165
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Aug 15, 2018 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
im unsure if you read these, but i feel this in my entire being
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this song describes how iâve been feeling the whole summer. Summer usually sucks for me because without school i feel really empty, and i lose myself and just lay in bed with the lights off, not getting up until 3pm. having so much time to myself is really bad on my mind because i like to think self-deprecating thoughts and i just become so tired from doing nothing. idk i just shhhsbaguhbsguhbaugyJHSBHHIBHHUBHHAUBUBAHB
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ive literally never found a song that described how i feel so perfectly,
its this tired, empty feeling that weighs u down throughout the day
u just want to go to bed, an then u start thinking about how sleep wont last forever, an how u want it to bc theres nothing good to wake up to, no one whos going to greet u when u do : /
i especially like the line âyour bed wont make u cry an ur dreams have no fearsâ, because i see unconsciousness as an escape of some sort, for once i dont have to worry an i can just be,
i just wish i could feel that way when i wake up Ăș-Ăč
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your paintbrushes are frayed
your bed will be unmade for days
but you are too tired to clean them up
the holy [???] will tell you to fill someone elseâs cup
you are too tired for this
and you begin to wonder if youâd really be missed
yeah, you are too tired for this
and you begin to wonder if youâd really be missed
on the pavement you walk alone
the bus dropped you off and youâre finally home
but you drift to your room and you sleep for years
your bed wonât make you cry and your dreams have no fears
you are too tired for this
and you begin to wonder if youâd really be missed
you are exhausted and you canât find your will
just let it all happen and remain in stand still
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"And you begin to wonder if you'd really be missed."
I went really deep into thought about this a few days ago. I'd thought it before but never so damn deeply and convinced that the answer was no
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It reminds me of the game: "Life is Strange". I do not know why.
That is simply incredible.
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I think this is my favorite song from the whole album bc I really relate to the feeling of being too exhausted to do literally anything. About a month ago I went through a âlowâ and I stayed in bed for literally a week and a half straight. I only got up to go to the bathroom and go get small portions of food that I took back to my room bc I just couldnât handle being out in the world, even if that was only my living room. And it wasnât like I was constantly crying either, I probably only cried about 3 times that whole time. I just kinda laid there staring blankly at my ceiling for hours on end. No social media, no conversations with anyone expect for the couple times my mom walked in my room to make sure I was still alive, but tbh, I kinda wished I wasnât
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i was at my deepest point (iâm doing better now donât worry)
but the amount of times i heard
- yeah but youâre lazy we all know that! haha
- ahah no you probably donât want to go outside cause youâre tired again, you should sleep earlier
- âshould we ask her to come along or will she says she doesnât want to go again, she is just so lazyâ
- why didnât you do your homework yesterday? ah yeah you donât do that often cause you are being lazy again, i do that too sometimes
it hurted seeing my friends become distant just cause of me.. and i couldnât do anything about it
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i love the descriptions and reading what the songs are about
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I was just laying in bed last night, at 2am. My bunny was just making a bunch of noise so I couldn't go back to bed. I hadn't taken a shower in a week, I didn't brush my teeth before bed. I was so fricken tired, and I felt so gross. This song all the sudden pops in my head...and idk man...I just kinda felt like there was some kind of purpose all the sudden. Maybe this is too deep?
Edit: I actually found the energy to clean myself up and get my hygiene together YAY
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Iâve had so much shit happen to me in the past 8 months and that includes two attempted suicides losing some friends moving in with different people but your voice makes me realize that I want to live I donât know why but it just does. So thank you, thank you so much.
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her voice... her music... it calms me down so much, cures my anxiety... now this song describes me like this, and it's a heartbeat in the background... it helps
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thank you. just thank you.
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Dude Iâm trying to listen to them all but itâs taking ages bc theyâre all such great songs đđđ»
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I've listened to this song so much here recently... It describes how I feel and the song itself comforts me in a way.
My sister, who is older than me by 18 months, has depression. Her and I used to get along so well, and occasionally we still do. But now, she always acts so mean and bitter towards me. I don't know if I've done something to personally upset her, because she always acts happy and loving towards my parents, yet she treats me like sh*t. I'm always nice to her, I do stuff for her all the time, I've let her use me and I've taken verbal abuse. But I just can't anymore. I've started to stand up for myself. And when I do we get into arguments. And when my mom asks about it she says that we're okay now even if we're not. She always brushes off the fact that we fight all the time. And I'm tired. I've talked to my mom privately and she always just brushes it off or says it's the depression talking. But it hurts. And today I had a mental breakdown over it. I tried to tell my parents that I was mentally tired of everything, but they either didn't understand what I was trying to say or didn't care. I was crying from the time I finished my online school (around 9 am) until after lunchtime (around 1 pm). I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm tired. And no one is listening to my cries for help.
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This calmed my anxiety when i listen to it ..i love this alot more than i thought i wouldđđđ n seriously helping me through a rough day thank u
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ahhh im so proud of you chloe, your going to make it far someday soon. The music industry needs more people like youđ
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if you guys were wondering what the chords are, i kinda found them out by myself:
the chords for the first verse are: Bb, f6, f, f
i'm currently working on figuring out what the chords for the chorus are :)
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This and Stagnant are my favorite songs of Chloe's, as when I feel Exhausted people tend to leave me because they realize I'm not all that nice anymore and my emotional hormones remain Stagnant in my lymph nodes
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@ithinkimremus3707
4 years ago
"Your bed will be unmade for days. But you're too tired to clean them up." My mum always says "how hard is it to keep your room tidy and just make your bed in the morning?" Harder than it seems
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