official video for “@ my worst” by blackbear

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credits:
director: brent campanelli
creative director: tyler serebreni
executive producer: garrett brockschmitt
associate producer: isabelle lesh
creative producer: jason landis
production coordinator: nicole taylor
1st ad: david gutel
key pa: emily klein
pa: luke gargano
pa: katie dooling
pa/driver: erik downs
pa: castro zambian
covid officer: kelly king
covid nurse: chrystie harrington
director of photography: connor ellman
1st ac: matthew borek
2nd ac: dominic cokely
gaffer: charles schaefer
grip: matt marks
grip: caleb seth czuszak
best boy: daniel kusnir
dolly grip: brett kerr
stylist (cast): tabitha sanchez
stylist assist: claire carmouche
blackbear stylist: mitch modes
blackbear styling assist: jeremy gonzales
special fx make up artist: faina rudshrteyn
special fx make up assist: sevile muminzhanova
makeup/hair (bear): arlen farmer
art director: wesley goodrich
editor: anthony miralles
colorist: kinan chabani
guitarist: blake straus
drummer: harry allen
keys/vocals: kaela sinclaire
violin: bonnie brooksbank
cello: emily elkin
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lyrics:
this is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me playin pretend that i'm available emotionally
im off a benz, goin around bends
could be the death of me
i'm not ready, i'm not ready
maybe i'm the best mistake you ever made
it sounds so fucking beautiful when you say my name im praying to a god, a god i don’t believe
the more i hide my scars, the easier i bleed
but maybe i'm the worst, the worst you ever had
tell you, you're beautiful, then stab you in the back you’re praying i’m the one, but maybe im a curse
the more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse could you love me at my worst?
could you love me even though, that it hurts?
could you love me?
could you love me at my worst?
yeah, don't try to call, do not disturb
i do not want to speak
this is the end
demons are friends, angels are enemies
i'm just a fool, stuck in the past, your worst memories
i'm not ready, for you to forget me
maybe i'm the best mistake you ever made
it sounds so fucking beautiful when you say my name im praying to a god, a god i don’t believe
i showed you all my scars that i let nobody see
but maybe i'm the worst, the worst you ever had
tell you, you're beautiful, then stab you in the back you’re prayin i the one, but maybe im a curse
the more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse could you love me at my worst, could you love me even though, that it hurts?
could you love?
could you love me at my worst?
this is the end, this is the end this is the end of me



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