Views : 20,131
Genre: Education
Date of upload: Premiered Feb 6, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.813 (24/488 LTDR)
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I split with someone about a year ago who I had lived with for 10 years who I feel was definitely addicted to porn. The sad part was all I wanted to do was love him but he never had time for me because he was always on the computer either fooling around with some other girl or watching porn. I tried everything. it made me feel about an inch tall and what little self-esteem I had disappeared and I hated myself as a person because I felt that I must be so undesirable that he had to do porn. Now of course I know better. I don’t know why I stayed so long with somebody who treated me like that. It is no way to live for anyone. Partners of people with porn addictions do not get enough love or credit. That is a hard line to walk.
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I appreciate Austin's story of his situation, trauma, response, and recovery process. It was inspiring and compelling. To those saying "his wife should leave him" etc, I would say that his relationship and the dynamics of it are between him and his wife, and it certainly sounds like something they are working on together. Personally, I salute his vulnerability in opening up to 1M+ subscribers online about this incredibly personal thing for him and trying to validate the struggles of other people.
That said, I'd like to see this from a few different angles, maybe as a follow-up. The story we see here was framed very much in a hetero- and mono- normative lens that was highly influenced by traditional Christian religious thought, because that sounds like it was Austin's lived experience. It would be easy to take from that that the "only" way towards growth or recovery from something like this would involve the exact same steps. What would it (and recovery) look like in LGBT+ circles? How about for non-Christians? Or people who have religious trauma? Poly or ENM partnerships? How about for people in sex work? While I think Austin's experience is valid and helpful for other men in his position and situation, it isn't the whole story for everyone in my opinion.
There's undoubtedly many intersections of fidelity, trauma, and addiction (both of the sex and porn variety) that come into play when addressing a topic like this, and there will also be many operational definitions of what fidelity/infidelity looks like to each couple. Additionally, one would imagine that finding individuals with the bravery and willingness to come forward with Austin's vulnerability would be a tall order. Still, I feel like it would be a disservice not to follow-up with more information from someone like a licensed and accredited sex therapist or couples counselor on what this looks like for a (potentially) wider audience.
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I believe it has less to do with loving the other person and more to do with respect for them and oneself. It's the marriage vows that are the kickers in this situation. Till death do us part, and all those promises. When we break those, it is a sign that we do not respect our promises, nor do we respect the feelings and the commitments of the other person in the marriage. We don't respect the sacrifice that those others have made in order to allow us to have our needs met in the marriage.
I can love anybody in the world, but I don't have to respect them. There's a difference. I don't respect those who don't respect me. That doesn't mean I go out to intentionally disrespect them. I do wish the best for them, but I'm not going to go out of my way to sacrifice for them. They don't respect me enough to do the same, so why should I go out of my way for them? They won't appreciate it, and more than likely they will expect more.
But how do you balance addiction and The heartfelt desire to have integrity? Especially when it comes to this type of addiction where marriage vows are completely irrelevant because the addiction existed before the wedding.
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@slumber.prince937
1 year ago
What I really took away from this interview was this guy's pursuit in finding more information to cultivate a healthy understanding of negative behavior. My heart goes out to you I'm secular and am interested in combating this problem
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