Views : 35,712
Genre: Music
Date of upload: May 3, 2024 ^^
Rating : 4.964 (21/2,294 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-19T08:49:32.061338Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Thank you. For continuing to change the world, a song drop at a time. 🫶🏽🙌🏽🤘🏽 We always got you, tribe. The whole world is a light back at members of Papa Roach, don’t YOU forget when YOU’RE alone, either! -we know from Chester that this can happen. For me and our house, our light is always on, rockstar or no stars. 💡🕯️
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Dry bones rattle in a lonely soul
Slipped and fell into a deep black hole
I can tell you're lost, I'm here for you
Wildfires burning you down to stone
Blind eyes, turning from a world so cold
A million miles apart, within my reach
It's not like me to worry
But when I see you fading in the dark
I'll leave a light on for you
Through the long nights, I will be right
There for you if you drift too far
I'll leave a light on for you, you, you
Rain comes following an endless drought
To wash away the remnants of all your doubt
I hope that you'll see me looking out
It's not like me to worry
But when I see you fading in the dark
I'll leave a light on for you
Through the long nights, I will be right
There for you if you drift too far
I'll leave a light on for you
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Through the long nights, I will be right
There for you if you drift too far
I'll leave a light on for you, you, you
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Tl;dr: this version definitely hits different. It made me cry. I finally genuinely cried for the first time in over 2 years. Thank you.
Thank you for making me feel human again.
I've been listening since Getting Away with Murder and I'm not going anywhere. 💙
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I have a personal rule not to dump my issues on YouTube cuz the comment section isn't the place for that, but the timing of this is perfect and y'all just pulled off a miracle with the whole making me cry again thing. Sorry but I'm gonna break that rule just this once. I won't go too deep into it though:
• My depression's back. I'm always in a state of emotional numbness from depression and being emotionally stunted, but it's been more intense than usual for a few days now. I know it'll pass, as it always does. I can get through it again, but for now I'm in the trenches.
• My anxiety is so bad that it's been making my heart beat weird at night for around 2 weeks now. I made an appointment with my psychiatrist this Monday to get back on antianxiety meds.
Then there's the disassociation episodes...but that's enough issue dumping.
The mental pain is manifesting as physical symptoms so, in general, I'm just....not doing great.
But I'll be okay.
I always end up okay.
And I know what number to call if it gets worse, right? Haha...
Again, sorry for dropping all that here and thank you so much.
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@gerriglisson3493
2 weeks ago
Been a fan since 1998. I used to self harm to your music... Now you bring me back from the brink of destruction. Thank you for becoming what we lost when Chester died. You're our new beacon of hope.
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