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I wanted to talk about drug addiction as a whole and in particular why I became addicted to various drugs and other substances. I hope this video helps. Learn about the signs of meth addiction in this video next: Ā Ā Ā ā¢Ā SignsĀ OfĀ AĀ MethĀ AddictĀ (HowĀ ToĀ TellĀ A...Ā Ā
Learn what my personal experiences are like with different drugs in this playlist: Ā Ā Ā ā¢Ā WhatĀ isĀ Rohypnol?Ā (Roofies)Ā |Ā TheĀ Eff...Ā Ā
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My father gave me and my sisters meth when I was 16. Thank God I pulled out of it by 18. My sisters weren't so lucky, one has been in a mental ward for 25 years now, the other died at 24 in a meth and alcohol induced crash. I've had multiple broken bones and black eyes from being in abusive relationships because of boyfriends relapsing on meth, once I confronted my father about the sexual abuse he did to my sisters, the cycle broke. I have extreme PTSD and pain from all the injures, the drug ruins lives.
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Iāve got 18 years clean from m3th. Congrats on your sobriety!!
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I was a meth addict for about 25 years, the last few years were insane shooting and smoking up to a gram per day, I held down a very good job the whole time and ironically it actually assisted me build my career as i would be crazy obsessed with doing my work often staying up all night working on projects at home. But in the end I started losing my mind and I could feel it, it started giving me insane levels of anxiety and depression and the only way to escape the anxiety was to have another shot or smoke a bowl, I was shooting up in the bathrooms at work several times a day then coming back to my office so high I'd be grimacing and sweating and unable to speak properly. I knew i had to stop, I had to completely break away from everyone who had anything to do with it, this was tough these were my friends that I'd had so many good times with for years, but the toughest aspects were finding fun and enjoyment in the normal things in life again and doing my job with no meth to help me concentrate. In the end i was successful and I haven't touched it for about 6 years, I do still miss it occasionally but the memories of how horrible it was making my life at the end are way more profound than the feelings of missing it, i won't ever do it again.
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This is my 'new life' with my husband. I just found out about his meth use. I had suspected it but couldn't find proof. Now I have proof by his mistake and told him he needs to get help or I have to kick him out. Sounds harsh but I work 60 hours a week while he sits home and gets high cause of a back injury. I'm hopeful but I refuse to live my life that way . I want to help him but he has to want to help himself. I think I need the help as well to be able to understand so I can help if he decides to get clean.
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I remember several years ago heroin addiction destroyed my life, I suffered from severe depression and a mental disorder until I was recommended to psilocybin mushroom treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly I'm 8 years clean now. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
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Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
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I went through this with my son when he was about 50 years old he lived in the apartment near me. I didnāt realize what was wrong with him. He had so much anger and fear in him. He use to think that everybody was shining flashlights in his window, and he seen some kind of an animal up his apartment, I didnāt know what it was . He lost a lot of weight and his face turned into looking like the devil ,he treated me horrible. He screamed at me and he threatened me with 2 x 4 and said what I can do to you in four minutes, I can go to the jail for the rest of my life, I was scared to death. Finally, I told him he had to get out of the apartment because he was living in my apartment at the time close to my house. He left like seven years ago and I havenāt seen him since. Iām told how much he hates me but thatās OK. I hear heās doing better, but he did get in a lot of trouble after he left itās horrible because at my age I didnāt know what he was taking what he was doing. I felt at times I was having a heart attack It is the worst thing anyone has to go through is to watch your son, or any family member or friend to go through it.
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Being on the other side is traumatic. It was so hard living with a loved one on this disgusting drug. It was the hardest time of my life. Stay well and healthy!
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There are alot of people that are addicted in a different way. People that still eat & sleep. People who dont lose weight or have bad complexions. They dont resort to crime to maintain their habit. People that you would never suspect. They snort or smoke meth because they need the extra energy & hours in the day to get everything done. They arent tweaked out. They function very well in society.
When people can look at you & tell youre an addict or when you know your actions prove it, you eventually have to admit youre an addict. But for those who dont show it on the outside but they feel it on the inside, this drug becomes even more terrifying. Because they cant tell anyone or admit it to themselves. Does anyone else know what I mean???
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July 19th 1999 I dedicated my life to the Lord and was delivered from this drug! The first 6 weeks I didn't do anything but eat sleep and go to church! Congratulations on your story. Praying and believing that my ex husband will be delivered and that our marriage will be restored!!!
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My husband died when he was 55 years old and I knew he was on meth and I left him. I came back to him shortly before he died and we knew he was dying Itās a very hard life to live. We lost most of everything we owned. I never done any of them drugs, but I sure have paid the price. It destroyed me in many ways.
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I have a neighbor who is tweaked out and thinks she is superior. Yet her physical body is decaying. Itās sad and nothing can be done. Erratic behavior and lack of accountability. Always chasing that high. Always loves lying and living in the false self.
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I'm a former Meth addict of many years. Everything said really connects to to how what I went through. Formally Working in middle east and being exposed to meth. It was not a country you wanted to get involved. But it took one hit and that was it. I've been clean 9 years now due to the fact that I had no where to go for help, other wise ending up in jail or worse . and I will tell all those who are in recovery that please seek "aftercare" because even now I think of it daily I have the will power to control it. But it's always in the back of your mind. "Just one more"... It is possible to overcome this addiction. I only opened up to my family after I stopped because one day my mother saw me and said I looked sick and all I did was sleep for 2 weeks. Looked like a skeleton. I don't regret doing it. But I am more proud that could get over it without any help. But as I said I never got help. So it is important to get that "aftercare". Love to allā¤
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One year ago today was the last time i used meth after a 20 year, crippling addiction. Life in recovery is so much better than the prison i put myself in for all that time.
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Eye contact too. When I was high, Iād make very very little eye contact and when I did it was sporadic and dodgey...
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That shit ruined my momās life. Sheās still on meth til this day at 54 years old. She gets high and starts thinking the government and companies are after her. She starts calling all these companies and picks fights with them thinking theyāre doing her dirty lmao.
As for me, Meth and sex is a deadly combination addiction.. I used to smoke meth and just have sex all night.. but Iām glad Iām off it now. Shit was truly ruining my life.
I hope to see my mom sober one day though
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The crazy thing is Iāve been on BOTH sides. I was a total tweeker when I was a teenager and it warped my brain in ways I canāt explain. I called it the devils drug because it truly made me feel soulless, I had no empathy and was empty af. I used to spend HOURS doing and redoing my makeup for absolutely no reason. Iād pick at my skin thinking I was āfixing itā only to make it look horrible. Iād also play solitaire for like 8 hour stretches like wtf was I thinking?! Then I got off it, hadnāt done it in years and was healthy and happy. I finally fell in love w the first non abusive guy Iād ever been with it was magical. About two years into our relationship he got hooked on the shit behind my back and going through the torture of that was absolutely breath taking. I felt like I was getting my karma for all the horrible shit I did. It almost broke me, and I left him after a few years of trying to help him. It was definitely WORSE loving a man on it than it was being hooked on it šÆ
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Childhood trauma is usually what needs to be addressed. Thank you. I have been clean 6 years and never really thought much about it after the two year mark. This brought back so many memories what I did also.
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Your story is the mirror of mine! From the anger when family 'interfered' with the process of getting drugs, to the creativity bursts and ever completing the projects, to the garage. That garage is both bitter and sweet to me nowadays. I was so relieved to hear the similarities, the criminal minded shit almost got out of hand, I became a ravenous gambler, and thought I was psychic when playing. Suffered from a triple addiction of alcoholism, gambling and eeeew meth.... It's so great to see a person that overcame their own adversity, that fought back against their demons. I'm feeling very inspired, to keep on the path of sobriety, because my best days using are still far more terrible, than worst days living sober. One day at a time, hell...one second at a time.
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@aimeelouvier-sutton
1 year ago
I was a tweaker for 12 years. This September (2023) I will have 16 years clean
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