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'There IS a girl in the front of my class'
Later on:
'There WAS a girl at the front of my class'
That made me cry when I noticed it qwq
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This and āHer Last Wordsā were common for me to listen to in middle school. That alone should explain my mental state at the time.
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iāve just recently found this song again at 23 years old & it hurts knowing how much pain 13/14 year old me was in having this song on repeat š„ŗ
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when a singers voice creaks with emotion whilst singing you know they believe what there saying.
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Faking a smile is easier then explaining why your sad
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I was 13 when i found this, im 18 now, years of pain and close calls got me to this point. Im doing much better, thank you, to everyone reading, u will see the light one day
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After 5 years, Iām back. Last time I tried was when I was 16 and luckily I survived. Iām now 21 and a much happier person, Iām glad to say that Iām 2 years, 2 months and 21 days free from SH. I wanna inspire someone here to live to see another day, you deserve it. Keep breathing <3
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depression is a battle between wanting to be alone and not wanting to be alone
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Iām not depressed....
I donāt have anxiety...
Iām not anorexic...
I donāt cut...
I donāt burn...
I smile...
I laugh...
I joke with my friends...
I have fun...
Thats the outside.
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For anyone who is here now. Iām back to say I was here too at 15, Iām now 22 & married & own my home. All the pain will end I promise you just hang onā¤
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This was a song that meant so much to me when I was 12. I'm 21 now and I've gravitated back to this song. There's people that say it gets better and you just have to wait. Not everything gets better, trauma will haunt you, memories will follow and be brought up in everything you do. I still feel the things I felt when I was 12 and I won't ever forget it. Life goes on and things do get better. But you have to try and work on yourself. Things don't just get better. Your mind won't just get better. I get better for my 12 year old self that deserved a chance to be a child. I like to think 12 year old me is watching the adult version of us. Only do life for yourself.
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when my children ask "what are those?"
ill say "battle scars AND i never want to see them on you"
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itās scary how so many beautiful people can relate to this
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A girl at my school committed suicide last month by walking into the trailer of a tractor trailer. She was said to be one of the most happiest people and best to talk to about grief. I didnāt know her personally but I see myself in her. I almost committed suicide a few years ago, itās hard, she was 15 and I was 12 at the time. Poor girl, rest well sweet angel.
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i listened to this so often five years ago, i didnāt think i would make it to 18. here i am iām in college and have a plan for my future. itās still hard sometimes, but iām holding on. i know thereās something out there for me even when i donāt feel like there is. i made it this far and i can keep going. all of you should keep fighting too, youāll make it out of this. <3
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"There IS a girl..."
"There IS a girl..."
"There IS a girl..."
"There WAS a girl..."
I was already crying but that hit me hard
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The fact that some of people who listened to this song are not alive now anymore
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About 2 months ago, my best friend committed suicide. We used to share a YouTube account because we had all of the same taste. She hung herself in the room we used to play barbies when we were younger. She was playing this song when I walked into the room. Thatās where I found her. Lifeless. Pale. I miss her.
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I was 14 listening to this song daily fighting the darkest demons. I still bare the scars, but happy to say Iām now 24 in the best relationship Iāve ever been in, have a stable home, Iām an HR professional, and itās been 7 years since I self harmed. It gets better ā¤
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@tessafuller5800
5 years ago
"You dont cut how are you depressed?" Cutting isnt the only form of self harm and if ur depressed you dont always cut/self harm
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