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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jul 17, 2016 ^^
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The worst type of crying is the silent one. The one when everyone is asleep. The one where you feel it in your throat, and your eyes become blurry from the tears. The one where you just want to scream. The one where you can just hold your breath and grab your stomach to keep quiet. The one where you canโt breathe anymore. The one when you realise the person that meant the most to you, is gone.
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@AdrianvonZiegler
5 years ago
Please, if you listen to this song because you think about suicide: Just so you know I'm talking from a place of experience, I was suicidal for many years. I have a wife now, and she has had multiple suicide attempts as well in the past. I lost one of my best friends to suicide when I was 19. I'm putting this info out here because I remember how I felt about people who tried to convince me to stay alive back when I was suicidal, and very often I thought "you can't possibly imagine how bad I feel". I know I can't convince you to do anything. I can only tell you what I think and feel: I care about you. I know you don't believe me, because I don't even know who you are. That doesn't matter to me. The strangest part about this world is that we're all strangers to someone else. But none of us are strangers. If you read this you know there is no other human on the planet with your mind, your feelings and your life story. And there never was, and there will never be one again. For me everyone is unique and valuable, I can honestly say that whoever you are, I care about you. I wish you to live and I wish for you to have happiness and meaning. Because I know that no matter who you are, if we would just sit down with a drink and talk, and we would be honest and 100% open, by the end of that talk we would not be strangers anymore. And that's how this world is. That's how we all are. We all walk around pretending everyone else is a stranger, but inside no one is, everyone matters and everyone is valuable. If you think about ending your life because of loneliness: please make contact with another person, anywhere, in any way. Humans are better than we often think, many of us will not shut the door in someone's face. And there are many who are in your situation and also wish for the loneliness to end. If you think about suicide because of guilt: There is nothing you can do to repay for what you did in death, the only way to do anything to repay is if you live and use your life to lessen the suffering you have caused. Death is the guarantee that nothing will ever get better again, things can only improve with life. If you think about ending your life because of an illness: Your suffering may be so great that I can't even imagine it. You have my utmost respect for every breath that you take in this world. I, a total stranger from probably the other end of the globe, care about your well-being. Any strength you can summon I deeply admire. There are many reasons why you might think of ending your life, and I sadly don't know what your reasons are. But I know that whatever the reason is, I personally know you have value to be alive, and I really don't even care if you who are reading this did something terrible in your life, you are still HUMAN. And as long as you're human I do not want you to die. Life only happens to us once, and death lasts an eternity. To even be born was a chance of billion upon trillions to one. Anything that had such a small chance of existing is precious for me to care about. Anyway... as I said, I can only say how I feel and what I think, I just hope I could show you that the world isn't as terrible as it can seem many times. There are people who care, yes even about someone they're never met in their life. Wherever you are, and whoever you are... I wish you in my deepest sincerity: to find meaning, happiness and healing from your suffering - in life, and not death. Adrian
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