Views : 1,223,153
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Aug 1, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.963 (180/19,475 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T17:41:40.752548Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
i think this is my favorite song because it makes me the most sad. in a weird way that's what makes me love it so much. i prefer to be depressed and quiet than be happy and confident because I've gotten so used to my depression being the only thing i have left :) coming back if things ever get better <3
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This song makes me feel so many things. Part of me feels happy for surviving so many attempts to end my life. And part of me feels so lonely when listening to this. Memories keep flooding my brain at random moments and I keep breaking down. People arenโt really helping and are making it worse. My dogs and Guinea pig are the only ones listening and being there for me. I hope everyone stays safe because life is worth living no matter how tough it is.
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@christinapearl1466
2 years ago
"One day after my suicide" The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, embracing my clothes with my pictures scattered around her, I saw so much love beyond the tears in her eyes. The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard, in the midst of this great sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me. The day after my suicide. I saw that Tumble (my furry best friend) was more incredible than I could have ever imagined. Every time someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, seeing that I wasn't me, he would lie in front of the door and keep waiting for me. The day after my suicide. I felt my sister's love when I saw her sitting in her room with tears in her eyes. I remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. processing moments. The day after my suicide. I felt how important my best friend was. They were looking at all of our pictures together... remembering the laughs we shared. The day after my suicide. I felt sad for my teachers. They blamed themselves for noticing it. At night I went to the morgue to find myself. I was sad. I looked at myself and said: โSo many dreams we had,โ โSo many loved ones,โ โSo many people weโre going to meet,โ โYou had so many people who loved you, but you threw them all away?โ You must have a lot of courage to end your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win? "" Thank God it was just a vision. to remember. You are still here and you can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. The most beautiful, the smartest and the strongest. Make this yours. Save it in notes and read it later. - A person on YouTube
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