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Genre: Music
Date of upload: May 18, 2023 ^^
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I had this guy I met way back when we were college, he was my ultimate crush. Since I am a girl, I was too shy to talk about my little feelings. I am really admiring him, but I think he's not interested with me. Until we separated ways, I transferred to different university. I already have a boyfriend after a year that I haven't seen him, but I still clearly remember him. I don't know why; I was really enchanted by his charm and smile. After 10 years, we got the chance to talked again because of business talks. My heart jumped like it stopped, there was this feeling that I can't explain. But sadly, because I was too overwhelmed that time with life circumstances, I didn't pursue our business partnership though behind my heart, I was so enthusiastic. He chats me few times, but I am too busy with life. Until 3 years after, we met again and this time it's a face-to-face interaction. It was an out of the blue meeting somewhere in highway of my province. My feeling that wanted to burst for more than a decade suddenly flood that time, I can't help myself but to admire him even more. Those smiles that I still remember 13 years ago. The enchantment neve run out in my heart, this is still the guy, my TOTGA. After 3 months of that coincident interaction, we had chatted through social media and decided to meet in person, and for 4 months we've been traveling together, we had late night deep conversations, and we have a lot of moments like we were real lovers. I thought everything was too real that why I madly feel for him. Until one day I ask for clarity of what are we, and I confess how I deeply love him already. And his answer broke me into a million pieces, I don't know how I will start to move on. He only sees me as a friend that has a deep connection with him, and he told me that he's still a working in progress and he is not able to reciprocate my love. We had our closure and we never talked again like we used to. It was an almost, close to 14 years of holding feelings. The pain is too deep, I still want to wait him until he's ready, but I also realized that I place myself in bare minimum, below minimum either. But my heart speaks, "I WILL TAKE CARE OF MYSELF, I WOULD STILL WAIT FOR THE LOVE THAT HAS NO ASSURANCE OF RECIPROCATING". Like this song, my heart is begging him to not be in love with someone else. To place don't have anyone waiting on me. My heart will die. I am praying that love is still worth the wait.
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@LatinHype.
11 months ago
Where is everyone listening from? 🌍💜
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