@mehgaming7024

1 year ago

(I guess I made a pov for this and i personally, don't know if i should continue this or even make it a story to say the least. Enjoy reading,) I looked around and sat on the grass on the cliff while I sway my legs front and back in a pattern as I look up at the sky in silence, having nothing to say since none but myself would have heard it. With nothing to do, I stayed. Letting myself recall memories of the past about the days everything was still alright, hell, I thought everything would be alright.. ..Yet here I am. Sitting on the grass alone, I thought I'd have done everything. I thought my life was complete. Turns out it isn't, "Well, nothing else i can do about it," I thought to myself and looked up at the sky, a wave of nostalgia and tranquility sets in as i felt the calm, cold yet warmly welcoming breeze go by me. There's no point to try extending my days, as I accept this fate with open arms. There wasn't much of a reason to hold on after all, we have to go at some point. Some of which won't get to have the chance to say goodbye, some will have. But it's fine. All that matters is that they've lived their lives. And so have I. I suppose. But I shouldn't really be thinking too much anymore. Should I? Time flew much quicker as the sun now was starting to descend into the Horizon in the distance to set in order for the beauty the moon rise. It's a shame I won't be able to be there to witness it this time, it's most likely a full moon tonight. It'd be quite the view to see in this spot. By this time, I would have stood up and make my way to return home. But that was when I had something to return home to. There was now nothing. Just me and myself alone today, then a memory i treasure greatly comes to mind, oh. How I miss the sounds of genuine Laughter as the jokes were said and we all struggled to breathe from how much we laughed. Maybe if I had done something, maybe I would have had more memories to treasure about them, to remember here on this day alone. But I can't go back now to make more memories, or to even try to relive them and feel the same happiness.. No, Satisfaction i felt back on those days. I have made choices I am unsure I regret but I am thankful for. I hold onto these very greatly.. Ah.. There I go again thinking too much. Thoughts do not halt though as the memories I cherish continue to replay in my head as I now hum to myself, Thinking to my self, Humming a familiar melody but can't grasp where I remember where I first heard such, Even Relaxing in peace and Tranquility.. I don't mind if, this is the last thing I'll be doing. everything was great anyway. No point to start seek for change, the things I did are nothing to change but to be accepted by myself that I have done them. All there is to do is to Wait. But wait for what? To be vanquished from this world? What happens after? Why am i worrying. I should keep my head high and look ahead from me, there was nothing to worry, I will wait for the Void to consume me and allow me to rest. The Voices of the distant Forest as wind passes through each leaf and letting it have motion while some leaves drop to the ground. Just like the Days where we went Places as our time drops lower. Feeling the darkness each and every day, many mysteries left to unravel. So many things to do yet so little time as they all say, when all it took was motivation and determination to do it properly and have time for it all, to be able to have Self Discovery on so many things, But.. ..My thoughts no longer bother, that was the last time. I now recall my held close memories in silence as I now look down to watch the sun set into the sea across the Cliff I sit on. It was truly a sight, I pick up a flower for the last time, look into its beauty and leaned forward from the cliff and hold the flower over the drop into the sea as the waves peacefully raised and dropped against it. I then let my grip soften as the flower slips through and descends slowly down to the water, swaying from left to right every now and then by the direction of the calming wind. I look away from such flower to watch the sun continue to set into the horizon of the sea which illuminated a beautiful pattern of shine from its waves. Oh how wonderful it was. Now it was over.. there was nothing left but the beauty and tranquility.

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