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I wanted to make the most aggressive and danceable song about being an introvert and highly sensitive person. I was inspired to do prosthetic makeup like a blowfish, you know, who puffs up when they feel threatened. That's how I feel most of the time... hope you enjoy!!
[FLASH WARNING STARTING AT 1:34]
ALSO I'M GOING ON TOUR
WITH DANCE GAVIN DANCE and COHEED & CAMBRIA
JULY 12 - AUG 17
www.coheedandcambria.com/tour
LYRICS
I don’t go out
I stay in bed
Overthinking in my head
It’s too loud
I can’t pretend
I’m not breaking down again
I’m anxious, so cautious
I’m easily nauseous
I wish I could care less
Just care too much
Push me, pull me
Break me, can’t let go
My hands around your throat
Won’t leave me alone
Now I got my guard up
Can’t let go
Don’t mean to break the skin
I’m just sensitive
Tattoos all over me
My fears don’t behave logically
I’m scared of heights, strangers at night
And socially I’m terrified
Anxious, so cautious
I hate my subconscious
Wish I could care less
But I care too much
Push me, pull me
Break me, can’t let go
My hands around your throat
Won’t leave me alone
Now I got my guard up
Can’t let go
Don’t mean to break the skin
I’m just sensitive
I’m just sensitive
A vulnerable bitch
Deadly but delicate
I’m just sensitive
I’m just sensitive
A vulnerable bitch
Deadly but delicate
I’m just sensitive
Push me, pull me
Break me, can’t let go
My hands around your throat
Won’t leave me alone
Now I got my guard up
Can’t let go
Don’t mean to break the skin
I’m just sensitive
Directed by Mothica & Samuel Halleen
Edited by Samuel Halleen @samuel_halleen
Produced by Zoe Dinerstein
Associate Producer Sydney Isaac @sydisaac
Director of Photography Andrew Fronczak
AC - Fido Wu
2nd AC - Natasha Abdul
Gaffer - Jeremy Guico
Gaffer - Mitch Storey
SFX Makeup - Sasha Glasser & Chelsea Delfino
Wardrobe - Drew Cockrell @drewsview_
Glam Makeup - Fara Conley @faradene
Choreography - PENNYWILD
Dancers - Jackie Ramos @jaxxramos & Emily Jordan @e.m.i.l.y.j.o.
Party guests - Maize @bigbabymaize & Jeremy Klein @tiny_sip
Tattoo Artist - Amy Geiken @geiken.ah / White Lotus Tattoo
BTS Photography Mallory Turner
FOLLOW ME:
mothica.com
instagram.com/mothica
twitter.com/dearmothica
tiktok.com/@mothicamusic
#MOTHICA #SENSITIVE
Views : 1,232,149
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Mar 10, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.967 (271/32,927 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T20:46:22.975043Z
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YouTube Comments - 577 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
I like that she's incorporating more guitars into her recent work. I dig the chill vocals over the chopped and screwed nu-metal riff. Looking forward to the full record
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This is a fucking banger.
As someone with severe anxiety, this jam hits close to home. Thanks for the tune!
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I found her through her song casualty and my god, not only is she an actually good music artist, but she's honestly an important one as well!
Edit: Wow! It means a lot that you guys liked this comment bringing it to the top, and yes, I heard her other songs and really enjoyed them as well! Underrated music artists are really the best!
608 |
god i’m so excited for this song, and her parents reactions where so cute ☺️
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The fact I don't dislike ANY of your songs is just amazing. Usually artists have hits and some misses but every song you release I can never get enough of! I love it, can't wait to add this to my car playlist after work
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Her music has really helped me throughout the time of this horrible emotions. I used to tell myself I was weak for showing that I was vulnerable emotionally. But mothica taught me to admire the fact that I was able to express my emotions. She's even got me to reach out and ask for help, im starting therapy soon. Thankyou so much. <3
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The song, the fits, the vibes- Mothica is just great at music videos
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She's literally one of my Favorit Artists! Propably even my Favorit one
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LYRICS
I don't go out, I stay in bed
Overthinking in my head
It's too loud, I can't pretend
I'm not breaking down again
I'm anxious, so cautious
I'm easily nauseous
I wish I could care less
But I just care too much
Push me, pull me
Break me, can't let go
My hands around your throat
Won't leave me alone
Now I got my guard up
Can't let go
Don't mean to break the skin
I'm just sensitive
Tattoos all over me
My fears don't behave logically
I'm scared of heights, strangers at night
And socially I'm terrified
Anxious, so cautious
I hate my subconscious
I wish I could care less
But I care too much
Push me, pull me
Break me, can't let go
My hands around your throat
Won't leave me alone
Now I got my guard up
Can't let go
Don't mean to break the skin
I'm just sensitive
I'm just sensitive
A vulnerable bitch
Deadly but delicate
I'm just sensitive
I'm just sensitive
A vulnerable bitch
Deadly but delicate
I'm just sensitive
Push me, pull me
Break me, can't let go
My hands around your throat
Won't leave me alone
Now I got my guard up
Can't let go
Don't mean to break the skin
I'm just sensitive
27 |
IM SO EXCITED OMG, I loved the bit I heard on TikTok so I can’t wait to hear the full song
24 |
The snippets has been playing on my mind lately and I can't wait to hear whole! ❤️
41 |
Just finished the premiere and this song just bumps it’s crazy good 🙌🏻
27 |
La conocí por Buzzkill, y no me arrepiento, Mothica merece más reconocimiento, sus canciones son muy buenas.
37 |
Am I going crazy? Why isn’t there much higher views for this video? This song is freaking catchy as hell. I swear if this were the 2000s MySpace era, you can bet all the scene kids will have this on their pages.
31 |
CANT WAIT FOR ANOTHER MASTERPIECE
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oh maaaaan I'm becoming a Mothica STAN for reeeeealllll
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From someone who is also introvert and HSP, thank you. I really needed song like this! 🖤❤
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I just found Mothica and im honestly so in love with her music - a lot of her experiences mesh with my own and im so glad someone like her exists. Also her sound SLAPS💕
35 |
Literally describes my life.. extreme introvert yet desiring for human connection yet feeling at loss of how to make that happen the self loathing that comes with it and the depression I mean all the above anyway love your musics
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@breegonzalez
2 years ago
the lyrics
the duck kettle the dancing the BOP IT the outfits >>>>>>>>>
loved it all AND THE MAKEUP
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