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4,997,445 Views • Apr 18, 2020 • Click to toggle off description
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the music video for Tessa Violet's single "Bored" from the album Bad Ideas! Whoops accidentally wrote a quarantine anthem.
huge thank you to YouTube Space LA for letting us film this music video in their space! couldn't have done it without the Youtube team!
if you're in the US, text me at 541-203-6998 !!
Instagram: www.instagram.com/tessaviolet
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Spotify: spoti.fi/2LU2dcM
"Bored" Lyrics:
VERSE 1:
it’s 4am again
you think that could I sense a trend
I’m staying up too late just so I can stay awake
wish I weren’t so self obsessed
wish that I could be the best
excited with my words
but nervous and I’m BORED
CHORUS:
I’m so bored of waking up, I’m so BORED
bored of what’s inside my cup, I’m so BORED
I’m exhausted by my heart
I’d feel good if only I could finish what I start
I’m so BORED
I’m never tired in my bed, I’m so BORED
of these thoughts inside my head, I’m so BORED
bored of being all alone, just hoping I find purpose in these pictures on my phone
VERSE 2:
my new habit of the week is saying sorry when I speak
I know that it’s no good, there’s no reason why I should
but it’s stuck inside my head, and I can’t get out of bed
I don’t wanna be ignored, but I’m nervous and I’m BORED
BRIDGE:
easier to throw up the flag, well I don’t know
beat me up for being a drag, well I been dining on crazy I’m filling up on these lies
well I just, wish you would love me but I keep it all inside
OUTRO:
you look too hard then you see it’s a joke
and yeah you think you’re trapped but it’s nothing but smoke
you want it better but you, you only choke: is this all there is
Is this all there is
Chords are capo 2 C Am F G the whole way through! or on piano D Bm G A
Directed by Jade Ehlers
lyrics & music by Tessa Violet
produced by Seth Earnest
Views : 4,997,445
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Apr 18, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.933 (2,505/146,441 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T19:11:07.64282Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
"You think that I could sense a trend" Tessa Violet, choosing to make a video about being stuck in her room, just before EVERYONE got stuck in their room.
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Which song would you like me to film a music video for next? Games or Words Ain't Enough? Let me know in the comments :)
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I wanna thank THE BLUE HAM HAM for posting about this song on twitter.
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I love how there's the posters of you in a jumpsuit becoming more sad throughout the video, then a double in the jumpsuit standing behind you, then finally you changing from these fun, colorful outfits to the same jumpsuit. I feel like it represents becoming disillusioned, even though hints of that doubt were always there.
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this song takes on a whole new meaning now, doesn’t it?
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how did tessa somehow predict quarantine and also manage to come up with a black mirror episode?
also, I know the music video came out during quarantine but the song was written before the pandemic and she even says in the description “whoops accidentally wrote a quarantine anthem” so I’m aware ☺️
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This speaks to my ADHD, depression, and anxiety so well lol. 'Habit of the week' if that aint the story of my life idk what is lol
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0:54 the reflection of the computer is different(on the mirror)
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Was filming something that so viscerally portrays anxiety extremely draining and vulnerable, or did it feel like any other performance?
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Tessa Violet created the perfect quarantine anthem!
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"Is this all there is?" great from here.
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Nothing quite captures the dispare of how I relapse into depression like this song. Specifically the moment where she walks into the camera. The song starts so lighthearted and bubbly and exasperated and bored. And then as it goes on you see her grasp at anything and the carpet keeps getting ripped out from under her and the cuts become disorienting and the the tune stays lighthearted but you see the desperation in her eyes “is this all there is is this all there is”
When I wanted to kill myself, years ago, I would stay up until 5 am just weeping. I was rattled with emotion and pain and suffering. I never had a break. It too years of therapy and growth but I have been release from my depression. Occasionally, though, I get bored. And I feel myself fall into that pit again and the whole way down I’m scrambling and tearing my hands trying to grab at the walls and I then I get to the pit and it’s empty. Instead of finding the gut-wrenching, biting hatred I felt in my teenage years, I find nothing. It’s like I’m trapped and alone in the same place, but with none of the bite- none of the threats from when I was actually depressed. Instead of immense pain, I feel immense nothing and I think “is this all there is is this all there is”
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everyone bow to our quaranqueen
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The door handle coming off is SUCH an incredible representation of feeling stuck inside
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Я и моя шиза в 3 часа ночи:*я разговариваю и дружу с компуктером*
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Why aren't you more popular? Your concepts, lyrics, and arrangements are superior to your peers. Nicely done, look forward to hearing more from you!
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I Like (The Idea Of) You: L E G S
Bored: What about... A R M S ???
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Third watch: the fake clouds make me think about how in quarantine I’ve stopped believing anything outside my neighborhood exists 🤣
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Just saw the blue hamsters video then automatically went to this video. 😂
Btw this song is catchy :D
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@tessaviolet
4 years ago
What small details have you found in the video so far? What do you think they represent?
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