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When my whole Nihilism phase started around 9 months ago I remember feeling lost and meaningless, I was just floating in a huge empty space in my mind and it was an awfully painful spiritual wakeup call. At that time I started diving deep into Marijuana and Alcohol and I wasn't aware that I was losing who I was and digging myself into a super deep hole but in some way it was also a part of finding a little sliver of who I am now. Tom, When you said Nihilism kind of smacks you in the face and tells you to turn the fuck around that gave me chills man, Not once have I ever thought of it that deeply. All in all I'm extremely grateful for this experience that I'm going through. I've changed so many things that I do in my life and now I'm starting to feel so much better in my own skin, I'm not really "grounded" yet but I know I'm getting there. TO ANYONE WHO IS STRUGGLNG PLEASE PUSH THROUGH THE RAIN AND THUNDER! There's sunshine and rainbows at the end mannnnnn.
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Itās so weird how thereās a guy Iāve been following vicariously from the other side of the world for years goes through so many of the same stages as me. I was the guy who thought everyone should do psychedelics, I lived unhealthily mentally and physically, and a bad trip led me to rethink things. Iāve found myself becoming more and more grounded through physical training too.
Hats off to you Tom, and thanks for being so transparent and relatable. Respect from Norway!
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Nihilism is the placeholder philosophy till you find one that works for you.
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This video just scratches the surface, and I would love to go much deeper and make a series about nihilism, existentialism and finding meaning in life. Please let me know in the comments what you specifically struggle with, and what you would like me to cover next. Much love everybody <3
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Nailed it! The new age is steeped in moral relativism, solipsism and nihilism.....add in psychedelics and its a road that leads to a very dark place. If you have crossed that line you know exactly what i'm talking about. But there is always hope. If you are going through hell, keep going.
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Hey tom I am extremely glad you overcame the deep darkness you had to go through. I remember your Iboga trip and the crisis u had afterwards, I knew you were gonna come out stronger out of it. Psychedelics are not all sunshine and rainbows, they sometimes force us into deep / dark corners of our being so we can face it develop our character even stronger.
Pain is the strongest teacher, pain points us to the path of healing.
A lot of people in the psychedelic community like to pretend their pain is not real (Pain is just illusion bro, it's all in your head, just think positive bro) and just place a bandage and a facade of 'positive vibes, raising frequency and all the other mumbo jumbo', what they're doing is delaying the inevitable, and the inevitable is facing the demons and going through the raw pain, as naked as possible.
You kept it real through this journey, you shared with us all the colors of the rainbow that you had to go through, you made people realise that this is not easy and not for everyone, and because of that I have a huge respect for you.
Here is the topic I think could be interesting:
- How to stay grounded while exploring the world behind the veil.
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In my experience, when your sense of meaning in life is forced onto you by others then Nihilism is a huge relief. A formerly toxic life meaning that was once seen as absolute and inescapable can now be washed away if one accepts that there is no logical basis for an absolute life meaning.
This is a precarious place to be though, without proper wisdom or intuition to create one's own personal life purpose from the ashes then a nihilistic person can become apathetic, resentful, or will even just cling to another toxic ideology.
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Amazing video, just what I needed and probably so many more during this pandemic. Stay well Tom, your journey and updates relate so much šš¼
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Thanks a lot for this video ! Your story is powerful, and I'm happy you feel grateful at this moment !
I remember going into some very dark thoughts too after some quite tough experiences, guided by some curiosity towards discovering the truth, which ended finally by shifting my focus from being grateful and embracing this reality through other aspects to being inside my head.. gratitude is a bliss man, keep it up !
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Its just nice to see someone talking about human issues from a place of personal disclosure and personal alignment, watching your video's is an EXPERIENCE, not just content! Thank you Tom!!!
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Tom I had tears rolling down my face. You triggered a release of something I've been holding on to. Thank you.
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Depression can give a lot of insight and contrast to your life. In that way I can't really understand how some people go through a full life without it, the only thing I would change is the duration of it, it didn't have to last that long in order for me to extract the wisdom
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Dude, I woke up this morning having an existential crisis (I suffer from DPDR) and seeing this on my notifications just made my day! Canāt wait to watch it!
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Good to see you and any other youtubers I watch being happy but also being able to be honest I haven't had an existential crisis but I'm only 27 you never know when things could happen good or bad in life but it's up to you to make it through those dark times when they come but also to be grateful for the good bits that can come with bad moments in life
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Nice to hear someone speaking so honestly about the truth of Psychedelics and the real risks they can pose. Every trip Iāve had has left me feeling empty and suffering with that sense of meaningless, even though theyāve all thankfully been short lived. I imagine you went through absolute hell. Good to see you came through it.
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that's some great stuff over there mate. thank for keeping up the good work and sharing your experiences where others haven't been able to be honest with themselves.
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Just found this video of yours. My existential crisis has just recently been triggered badly and Iām seriously in a path of terrible darknessš Iāll watch more of your videos. Thanks for sharing
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I could use some ideas and perspective on this right now. What a good time for this video to pop up.
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Great video Tom. There's alot of people praying for you :) , God bless you brother. I've been in the same kind of situation. Jesus Christ , or what you refered to as "the truth" ... Gave me purpose and meaning and restored my mind. Keep seeking man !
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Feel free to leave questions below this video, and I'll answer some next time :) DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL: https://youtu.be/TDdpRMAF-uA You are NOT God Documentary: https://youtu.be/OWsMTavHWfE The infamous Iboga Trip Report: https://youtu.be/cYSS_Csxzqw Support us on Patreon: www.patreon.com/yourmatetom Much love, Tom
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