Views : 48,768
Genre: Entertainment
Date of upload: Premiered May 14, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.862 (124/3,470 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-04-22T14:59:33.743978Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Trigger warning- self harm
It's weird how the competitiveness was present with people like me who self harmed. When I'd hear about different people's self harm habits it would give me ideas to try which was extremely harmful and detrimental.
It's a weird cycle of ones self harm isn't valid if they don't do a specific form a self harm.
šŖ I'm glad I'm out of that rut right now but dang it was rough.
Much love to those who struggle with self harmā¤.
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used to have possibly an eating disorder, definitely disordered eating when i was younger. Took me a long time to realize I even had a problem. I'm a lot better now but I have to always remember to eat, otherwise I could and have gone hours to an entire day even without eating. Watching your videos, especially now that you're recovered makes me feel better for you.
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TW: ED
I think you're beautiful the way you are and it helps me so much seeing you loving your body on Instagram. I had Anorexia when I first began watching you, and now I'm recovered but it's messed up a lot of my self esteem. Seeing you talk about it is just, I can't find the words for it. I look forward to your content each Saturday and your music is amazing
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I don't and never had an ED but appreciate this video SO much! I've been wanting to do reaction and commentary videos on the IG trend of people posting what they eat in a day coming from a fitness professional stand point and I think it's so important to keep this in mind as well. Definitely another great perspective to keep in mind because this kind of content can be so damaging to many people.
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TW: ED Recovery
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As someone who is still struggling and battling an ED, I can agree with what you're saying 100%. when these types of videos pop up on TikTok, it feeds into my ED even more and it effects my entire mood and day. I'm still learning to distance myself from media in order to recover. I think TikTok should be more mindful of the videos they allow on the app.
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jessie you are absolutely right, especially abt how eds are competitive and THRIVE on content like this. ive been struggling for years, and any time i see or read (i know exactly which memoir you mentioned LOL) anything abt specific ed behaviors or fear foods, my brain just latches onto it and tries to put those same unhealthy habits onto me so i can be ābetterā at this thing that is killing me. itās exhausting and im having a tough time breaking from that cycle. im so glad youāre speaking up about this topic jessie <33
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You are so right! These videos do give people ideas, but thereās also the possibility of sending someone into a spiral. For me personally, if I saw those videos I wouldāve minimized my ED. I would have said āwell I didnāt do that so I must not be that bad/deserving of help.ā Everyone deserves help and Iām afraid these videos might make someone feel not sick enough to get help or think that they are not suffering from a mental illness
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you are 100% correct. this has happened to both my brother and sister who are 14 and 15. they changed schools and at the new school it is normal not to eat lunch. after a few months, it started becoming missing dinners. now one wont eat hardly any food and is borderline anorexic and one is a few months away from the other and makes jokes about anorexia like its funny! its not!!! One is so thin you can now see every rib, he lost over 100 lbs in less than a year(and not just from normal puberty), just because of the comments. but he is extremely popular, his home life is fine, its literally just because they all think its "relatable" and "quirky" to skip lunch to walk around campus to talk and then brag about it later. the environment that people are in really matters, and the comments, EVEN THOUGH THEY ARENT INHARENTLY BAD, still can have NEGATIVE effects! Thank you so much for addressing this Jessie!!!!!
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@Kissing.death.
1 year ago
I bought Jessie merch and now I'm god
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