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In the words of Joshua Bassett, "It's been a fucking year." 💜 I am so proud of you for still being alive and here and continuing to stay hopeful for the future, and I hope and pray you are using absolutely every resource you can to get you through this. Finding out I have autism and ADHD was a game-changer that allowed me to get properly medicated and love myself more, and after having a pretty rough couple of years things are finally looking up for me. It sounds like this is the turning point for you and I hope it's uphill from here, but I'm so sorry you've experienced all this trauma and I hope you and your child keep getting the help you need 💕
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I was raped when I was 7 years old and I’m 22 now, it’s not something you can just move past no matter how much time passes. You deserve this time to rest and heal not just from what happened but also from being sick, learning new things on your own, being a mom, etc. I wish absolutely nothing but the best for you. You’ve been a light in my life this year as I endured the worst times of my life and I can’t thank you enough. Please take care of yourself❤️ we all love you so much
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Please don’t ever delete this video.
As somebody with anxiety and depression, who also lost her mum to cancer this month (5 weeks from admission, to diagnosis to death) we need videos like this to remind us that we’re ALL going through crap and we never know anybody else’s stories. Sending so much love to our favourite voice teacher 💜
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I wanna say for everyone that we’re all so glad you’re still here with us ❤️❤️❤️ we love you Hannah, always and forever!
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Please don't delete it. As an autistic person who is depressed and was also assaulted(in February, actually), I've seen a lot of myself in you over the years I've watched you. You make me smile and laugh genuinely for the first in a long time. I'm proud of you for still being here and I love you dearly.
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As a rape survivor myself who suffers with PTSD, bipolar, bpd and history of ED and suicidal tendencies, I understand how hard these things are. You are so strong I promise. I have only just discovered your channel, and I already can see how amazing, talented, funny and relatable you are. Stay strong girl 🖤
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Oh precious Hannah...I am so terribly sorry that you have gone through such a terrible ordeal. The fact that you were brave enough to share this with everyone is a testament to how strong you are. Please don't delete this because it is an important part of your story.
As someone who is approaching 60 faster than I'd like, I want to tell you something that I've learned. Although I have not experienced the traumatic things that you have, there have been many ups and downs in my life and I have constantly had to rewrite my story. It's okay to look back on Hannah from before because she is part of your journey. However, if we don't grow and change then we don't really live. The struggles you have gone through will be an inspiration to others. The greatest truth that any of us in life can discover is how to love ourselves, be true to ourselves and do the things that make us happy and fulfilled no matter what anyone else thinks. I believe in my heart of hearts that you will do this so very well and as a result will achieve not only emotional fulfillment but professional fulfillment as well.
Finally, I just want to encourage you to do one more thing. I know that you did a couple of BTS reaction videos and I loved them. I became a member of the BTS Army at age 54 when I was going through a really hard time in my own life. Their story as well as their music became inspirational to me and a lifeline to me at a time when I was really struggling. Even if you don't do any more BTS reaction videos, I would encourage you to learn about them, get to know them and really delve into their music. I believe that story, their messages and learning who they are as people might really help you during this difficult time -- not necessarily to help build your channel - - but rather to possibly help heal the hurting places inside you. Give it some thought.
As I mentioned, I'm a middle-aged woman -- just a special needs teacher in Florida married to a 53 year old man child and pet parent to 3 obnoxious dogs. However, I do have a pretty decent singing voice. Certainly nothing that I could do professionally, but I've sung in an awful lot of weddings, as well as many special events for friends and family in my life. Music has been a part of my existence for as long as I can remember. But due to a lot of losses in my life over the past 5 years, music kind of died for me and needless to say as a result my voice has gotten pretty rusty. But in 2023 I'm going to take my singing back...and I want to use your teaching and knowledge as a guide. There's something very special about you Hannah and I hope that you always remember that about yourself. I don't know you at all other than what I've seen online and I know that's not always truly who a person is. But you definitely shine and you need to keep continuing to share your light in whatever way makes you happiest.
Take care sweet girl... I believe in you and I can't wait to experience the next chapter in your story.
Much love,
Pam
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I'm autistic and also a survivor of what you went through in February. I'm just sending you all the love. Even saying the word is hard sometimes. You've been through a lot from the little you've shared with us. I don't think it is weird to talk about yourself in the third person, developing that compassion for your past self is something I'm working on, I'm not quite there. I give you major props as I cant imagine how hard all of this has been for you. Please take care of yourself. Keep putting yourself first. I for one am excited to see where you take this channel.
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As a rape survivor I know how hard it is to move on and feel on solid ground again. As my therapist said, sunshine is a disinfectant and being able to talk about that horrible experience helps clear away the shame we feel (even though we’re not the ones that should be ashamed of ourselves). Please take care of yourself; we’ll all be here for whatever content you create. ❤
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As a fellow sexual abuse survivor, my heart goes out to you. I'm really glad that you've been able to take some time to rest and focus on healing and personal goals. It sounds like you've got a good therapist on your hands and we're all in your corner!
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I was diagnosed with autism, ADHD, and anxiety last year, and I am inspired by content creators who are so open about their mental health and the ups and downs. It normalizes the conversation, and it makes you feel less alone. Please don't erase this vulnerability because you touch so many people with it. Do take care of yourself, and I look forward to seeing what you gift us next.
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I just want to say that I'm deeply honored that you chose to share this with us. My 12 year old daughter was molested by her cousin right after she turned 11. She was already dealing with anxiety and depression but that sent her even further down that path and she now is a cutter as well. I can't say I know what you are going through, no one can as we each experience things differently, but I do empathise with you and am here if you ever need to talk. We love you, Hannah
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Oh Hannah... I am so sorry. You are so brave for posting this, thank you for doing it. I am a therapist, I have suffred from depression and abuse (not rape, but other types of abuse), I know how hard it hits, I see it everyday, unfortunately. It's very important for you to think about yourself and what makes you happy, that's what counts! Again, thank you for being vulnerable, you didn't have to, it was very brave. We all love and support you <3
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Sweet girl, as a mom of 3 daughters (who as of recently are all officially adults) I just want to hug you. I’m grateful that you shared this, and you shouldn’t feel any pressure to delete this. It takes strength and resilience to say and share these real life things. I send you much love… it will be okay. ♥️
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Please do not delete this, I'm so happy you felt strong enough to share this with all of us even when you didn't have to. It was both heartbreaking to hear but cathartic to see that you're healing. I just wish I could tell you how sorry I am for what happened to you and I really just hope for the absolute best for you.
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As someone who struggles with anxiety and depression, I know very well it has its ups and downs. There are days when we feel great, and others when we just want to cry in a corner. The really big thing is that you were able to post this. Take your time Hannah. We'll wait as long as you need. Also, yes, Covid sucks. I'm just recovering from it, and trust me, hiding in your room to avoid getting everyone else sick is not fun.
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Hannah, don't ask what we want, just do what you want.
I cannot even begin to imagine how hard this is for you... we are your fans and we will be there, if you want to take more time, take it.
Just remember that you are loved, no matter what.
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I love how you said: "Understand my brain" That is just such a meta thing, and it's NOT EASY. Nobody understands their brain, any brain fully. That's such a scary thing, and why it's so brave and powerful when you even try to do that. Mad respect, hope you're doing even better now. Love every video, I've learned so much from watching them with my own voice and my own musicianship. And all of your side comments and just everything about how you do these is so you and so great. Keep being you my friend! <3
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As someone who is also on the Autism Spectrum (& side note - had Covid last month myself), I get how difficult it can be to share so much of yourself & not just hold it in. Thank you for being so open about the last year and a half.
I just discovered your channel recently and have enjoyed your takes on performances from different artists & mediums. I used to do karaoke weekly many years ago & can't even remember why I stopped. Seeing your passion and encouragement of others who enjoy music has been a real pleasure to watch & has made me start to look for opportunities to stretch my vocal muscles outside of my shower/car!I
Please know that you touch so many lives with your energy & that there will always be people supporting you no matter what the universe may throw at you.
On behalf of 'all your students' - Stay Strong, Stay Positive, & most importantly, Stay the beautiful gift that you are 💛😊
All the Best
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@Ash-xt1ej
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Don’t delete this ever. This video shows how strong you are, your vulnerability is one of your biggest strengths. Take your time with all of this, we will stick with you through it
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