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Top Comments of this video!! :3
"words can be forgiven but never forgotten"
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The guy who talked about his depression, that's the thing with depression, it's bad but somehow it becomes your safe and comfortable space, and that's the most dangerous thing about it. I hope he gets better
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"The axe forgets but the tree remembers"
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When I was 11, I heard my mom on the phone with my step father saying, " I believe you. I choose you. I don't believe my daughter, I believe you." Word for word. Draw your own conclusions as to what it was about.
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Every time you've made a video like this I've always thought: "how would I answer this if you asked me?"
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“You’re not ugly, but you’re not pretty..you’re just...there.”
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“I’m sorry, but your child no longer has a heartbeat”
It’s been almost a year and I still replay those words over again, and then later being asked what I wanted to do with his body..I don’t think I’ll ever fully heal 💔
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the words your parents say to you.... they stick around for a looong time. if you are a parent reading this right now, please know that the smallest actions or words can leave lifetime consequences on your children. please tell your child you love them and are proud of them. be there for them. a simple "hey i'm proud of you. keep going" was all i wish i had.
i pray the people in the video can heal. sending love to all of them <3
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That makes me wonder if I have said something so painful to someone, and they still remember it.
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one of the most painful things I have been told was "It's your fault we don't have money cause you got cancer" my husband said that to me. i felt so guilty for our money problems after that.
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My mom has always hated me after my father died. She blamed me for his untimely death. In high school, I left my lunchbox when I was about to go to school so my dad tried to ran after me to catch me on the highway to hand my lunchbox. My father went to his work, did overtime, went home and drank beer and greasy food in the night as usual. He died of heart attack in his sleep. My mom told me I kind of was the reason my father died because of that lunchbox that made my dad stressed. I know it was almost 10 years ago but I was only 12 that time. I now have a regular job and became independent from her but her verbal and mental abuse has already damaged me. I survived suicide at least thrice.
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My friend said that I was a pu**y for attempting suicide because of my overwhelming problems and unstable mental health, and not manning up and powering through. Needles to say, he's no longer my friend
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I just wanna hug all of these people.
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My boyfriend's mom called me one morning around 1030 and said "Hunny, where are you?
JD was in a car wreck and he didnt make it"
My boyfriend was killed in a headon collision on his way to work.
We had been through so much! We met in college. He was working at his first big job. We lived together. And it all ended, instantly.
I made his coffee that morning. I hugged him and kissed him and we told each other we loved each other, he walked to the door opened it, said "later dude" and that was the last time i saw him alive. That was in 2007
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“I’m not saying your lying but...” my father telling me to get over being raped by his father when I was a small child (3-7) nothing worse than being treated like the broken one where no one gives you a positive affection or love your whole childhood. 30 years old and still working hard to recover from this.
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"You seemed smart but actually you're so stupid."
My mom, whom I love the most.
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The most painful thing for me is when you try to express your feelings to someone and you're just being ignored, like you didn't even say something. You know the answer.
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Me and my mom were having an argument and I was trying to open up to her and I told her about me being depressed and wanting to kill myself and she said "go ahead, it wont matter.... you will be buried, NOBODY WILL MISS YOU" and I remember going in the woods, about to do it and my sister saved me and I truly appreciate her for that and now she is the only person I would give my life for because she was the only one that showed me that she cared. Btw I live with my mother my 3 older brothers and my 2 older sisters, I am the youngest.
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“i think everyone has had that time when having a conversation, entirely silent.”
yes girl damn
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@kellyarmstrong7479
3 years ago
The most painful thing anybody has ever told me was you have breast cancer. I was 3 months pregnant.. The doctor said I couldn't keep my baby. Just to let everyone know she's gonna be 15 years old this Friday .. Thank you Thuraya for what you do!
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