@idek_ben

2 years ago

This song really makes you think. Last year was the toughest year of my life. On the 26th of August 2021 my mum passed away, and I'm only 13. My dad has nothing to do with me, and I had to move a very long way away, start a new life, and the one person who stood by my side through the whole thing was my girlfriend. My mum always said "There's no point finding love at such a young age, it won't last". Well it's nearly been a year and me and her are still going, even though I live a few hours away. The whole point of this is to put into perspective how life can change by the flip of a coin. But also that when you go through some of the shittiest times in your life, you really do find your true friends. I love you Sadie. And guys, thank you for reading this. Have a good year :) [**EDIT/UPDATE**] Wow, nearly been 2 years... its amazing how quick it goes. Thank you for all your wishes guys. Please, it makes my day reading them. It helps me get through too. It pains me to say that me and Sadie aren't together anymore, we broke up about 8 months ago sadly. She cheated on me. I've been here and there, went missing for a couple of days, but I'm still here! And your comments are what get me through. I've started doing my own help-group called 'Lost but not forgotten' which is to help bereaved teenagers with experiences of loss, whether that's grandparents or pets, parents or best friends. We have quite a few members, and are still growing. I often read out many of your comments to them to show them what you can achieve after so many hardships, and that people still care even if you think they don't. Guys, please keep the comments coming in. It helps so much. And all the thousands of thank yous I need to say. You all touch my heart. And il try to update this more. Wanna let you all know how I'm doing. I might start a YouTube channel on this profile on my journey and my daily life, il see. I'm not asking or trying to turn this all into a big publicity stunt because that isn't what this is. It is a genuine thank you. I was raised to know that if there are kind people out there, you will find them, and they will find you. Until we meet again mum. Love yall . ❤️

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