@AnaJu2023

2 years ago

I think this song is about when we want something a lot, when we want some relationship to work out. You get the ideal of love ágape on your mind, but you are moving away from it, and you know it is not right, but you are so attached to the feeling, ego, the fear of lose it that it makes you lose more quickly. So you start to question if you even know what love is, cause your expectations are falling into place, and you want to sustain something that maybe doesn't happens like this: "Yeah, I know that I've got this all wrong" cause we idealize a lot too, and maybe its not too acessible to us in this world: a perfect love. Then, at this time, you are charging yourself to love righ, but the other people start recognize you are not getting it right, and start to move away from you: "I'm reaching out to touch you now" and it only make it worse, cause your feelings of fear start to make sense. So, if at the start it was just a creation of your own mind, now its real. You create everything from your fear. At the start of the music he still knows about his feelings is going wrong, so he begs to agape not to dissipate, but along the music, it does. The sand can be the ego, the attachment, and in the end he just confess his feelings, right now, stronger, without much rationality, while he is drowning in that sand, when the last phrase he says is just like a acceptance of something he don't wanted to feel, but feel: "I don't wanna know who I am without you". This is song is clearly about a affective dependence, but he is conscious about it. Sometimes we lose ourselves in someone, and this is the worst thing we can do to ourselves: to hitch our existence to something. A relationship require so much maturity, confidence and centering coming from the both parts. I love the song, the melody, and the sincerity about those feelings that is not too welcome, but, sometimes, it happens.

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