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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Feb 6, 2019 ^^
Rating : 4.935 (3,274/198,006 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T21:40:51.323623Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I actually have no idea why I'm writing this now, after it happened 1 year ago but listening to this song brings back memories. I remember myself listening this song for 2 hours 2 years ago while I was waiting like a fool for my boyfriend that time because he never cared to come even when he promised to. I remember how for years, 4 years already, this song has been my favourite of all, always being my song comfort also. I didn't realize before this happened how every lyric is exactly describing my situation as well.
I was in a relationship with someone for almost 3 years after I loved him another 3 years being rejected and everything. I loved so much, more than anything, I gave this person everything, all I had and he gave me lies, lies and lies and I blindly believed him, or to say, I wanted to believe him when I knew he couldn't love me.. all this time, he just made fun of me. He didn't care at all and I was just a tool for him, someone who loved him and followed him blindly no matter what, while he had fun with his other girlfriend behind my back, didn't answer to texts, calls for months while I was worried sick about him and then just came with excuses like nothing happens, like waiting for months for an answer from your boyfriend is just something that always happens. I lied myself, thinking it'd last forever when, the truth is that it didn't even start to begin with. He was so distant indeed, and I, a fool in love tried to get closer to him, tried to understand him so much, always blaming me and hating on me for everything even though it wasn't even my fault... I became so insecure after that, everything fell down indeed.. But yes, I understood why he never cared for someone like me, why he left me. Who would wanna stay by a mental ill girl's side? Who would wanna listen to this kind of person or just talk to her?
"And all I have you is gone"
"Thought we built a dynasty that heaven couldn't shake"
"If I was a fool or you a thief"
"When the more it heals, the worse it hurts"
"Gave you every piece of me, no wonder it's missing"
"Don't know how to be so close to someone so distant"
"It all fell down"
These hits so hard.
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Read this if you have ever felt alone, depressed, suicidal, lost, scared, worthless, abandoned, or anything of that nature, this is for you
You Are Beautiful.
You Are Wanted.
You Are Wonderful.
Don't quit on yourself. Don't hurt yourself. You are worth the world and nobody wants to see you suffering. This is not the end. The way you feel right now will pass. Peoples minds will change. Things WILL get better.
We love you and are always here for you. Do NOT do something permanent over something temporary.
You're better than that.
All stars need to see darkness before the light.
And always remember, Don't change so people will like you. Be yourself & the right people will find and love the real you.
Your
own
unique
Mindset
always
trys
to
engage in the
right ways
Now read the first letter of every word
You Matter! no matter what other people may say. Always know this is true. It helps. You are worth my time to write this. I do care. <3 Continue on <3 be a soldier. Fight that war. Because YOU can. I believe in you. I'm rooting for you! Good luck!
Please pass this on to other videos! ❤️❤️❤️
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This song reminds me of a friend that I had. She always told me that should would be there for me. But she left me and started hanging out with the people who hurt me. Now she’s one of the people who hurt me. Out of ALL the years that we had together, and out of all “comforting” words that she told me, that’s all just a lie to me now. But I hope she’ll learn one day that she made the wrong decision.
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@CentralVibesYT
3 years ago
Thank you for the support fellow Centrals! Make sure to check our recent uploads for more fresh tunes! Can We get to 50,000 subscribers?
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