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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: May 15, 2019 ^^
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Good For Me!! Since my 20's I decided to eat healthy, exercise and take care of myself mentally when my Dad passed at 42 from cancer. My goal was to live longer than he lived. I achieved that and I blame it on my strict regiment of eating clean and clean living. Four yrs ago 1 was diagnosed with Crohns Disease at 44 and I was devastated always say, why me. I've always taken care of my health, until now never got sick. I went through hell the first two years of my diagnosis. In two months I went fron 118lbs to 98lbs which ended up in the hospital for a week. I had to quit my job and I went home with a pic line in my chest that I had for 8 weeks. Was on ever drug imaginable. Had to basically learn how to walk again from lossing all my muscle tone. I have been in remission for the past 2 years. I gained all my weight back, I run every day and got my job and life back. Thank you making me see how far I have come and I should be proud of what I have overcome instead of being so hard on my myself for getting such a horrible disease. š
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When I look in the mirror, I recognize who is standing in front of me. But I donāt know who it is.
Sorta feels like Iām not the person in the mirror.
Itās like walking up to someone you recognize , but the both of you never had any type of relationship with each other and you both stare back at one another in silence.
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I think that I have started feeling and believing that I am unloveable, unworthy, not good enough and I always want others to love me because I can't feel the love that I have for myself. I think I don't even love myself or hate myself sometimes. It's difficult to start loving yourself again after so much trauma and neglect that made you feel that you are not lovable..
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@juliakristinamah
4 years ago
Take a moment and give yourself a GOOD FOR ME for getting through hard things in your life.
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