Views : 104,479
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Apr 21, 2021 ^^
Rating : 4.988 (5/1,651 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-01-21T07:33:12.754226Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
When this song came out about a year ago I was having this big fat crush on this boy who lives thousands of miles away from me and whom algorithms brought my way (literally tho since one of our first convos was about algorithms XD) We’d talk every day about so many things and at one point he felt like home to me. So I was trying to find a way to confess my feelings to him and I ended up changing some of the lyrics to this song to fit since it was just me having a crush on him, sent him a record of me singing it and the lyrics I changed hoping he’d realize and understand without me even having to say the words.
Fast forward, he’s my boyfriend now and we are celebrating our first year anniversary this month and I cant wait to make an original song as an anniversary gift and a reminder of how it all started.
Lizzy, your beautiful and unique music has helped/still helping me through a lot and I’m forever thankful for that, and most of all I’m grateful to “let light be light” for giving me the courage to finally share my feelings with the person I want to spend the rest of my life with.
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oh my gosh 2:02 till the end I had goosebumps the whole time jeeez
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my brain feels heavy
like too much TV
it's weighing on me
like a pound of concrete
i know he wants me
and that makes me happy
so why do i feel so weird?
it's foggy in my head
like clouds in a storm
the wind's picking up
i'm bolting my shit
to the floor but when i'm with him
my shit gets ignored
is that why i feel so weird?
i'm alone almost every night and
i don't know if i'm processing right
but my therapist says to just "let light be light"
so i'm letting him stay around
i think that he's good for me
this boy that i found...
i don't like getting attached
it makes me feel like i've done something bad
'cause i'm not dependant
and i know that
so why am i scared im reliving that part of my past?
i'm alone almost every night and
i don't know if i'm processing right
but my therapist says to just "let light be light"
so i'm letting him stay around
i think that he's good for me
this boy that i found...
oh i think that he's good for me
this boy that i found
is this what it's supposed to feel like?
is this what it's supposed to feel like?
is this what it's supposed to feel like?
is this what it's supposed to feel like?
'cause i'm alone almost every night and
i don't know if i'm processing right
but my therapist says to just "let light be light"
so i'm letting him stay around
i think that he's good for me
this boy that i found...
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@LizzyMcAlpine
2 months ago
'Older', the new album, out now! lizzymcalpine.lnk.to/OlderAlbum
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