Views : 5,472,502
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Dec 31, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.954 (1,266/108,773 LTDR)
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
This is for my friend who was killed not long ago..
Hate you but i love you got me feeling so confused,
All these feelings scrambled im tired of being used,
Every time you hurt me i just bled until i bruised,
You left me by myself with nothing else to lose,
reminiscing bout the future and im thinking bout the past,
For every single friend i lost I wish it was the last,
Life is never fair it goes by way to fast,
Bullet to the heart cant heal it with a cast,
Iām back in that obsession,
Possession of aggression,
Every day youāre not here im still waiting for confession,
Took a life and got away without any questions,
murder for no reason taught a valuable lesson,
I need some closure cuz Iām tired of being hurt,
Drugs to ease the pain smoking weed and poppin perks,
Stolen from this world shit you didnāt deserve,
I swear you threw me in the ground and left me in the dirt.
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My heart doesnāt even want to beat anymore, maybe Iāve won this battle but Iāve done lost the war, I had a little vision of whatās in store, but I donāt even have the money to go to the store, since she left my purpose in life is gone, gone like the happiness I which to once i held on, she was my whole world but now my worlds cut to shreds, I donāt think Iām gettin better though Iām taking my meds, losing sleep every night like a race you canāt win, talk to God on the daily but yet I still sin, the waters deep like my thoughts and Iām gonna jump in, helpin others be happy before Iām happy myself, sitting all my achievements high up on a shelf, I donāt need no ones help, if itās help you wanna give, then give it to someone who has the will to live, prayed for peace for so long Iāve done given up, if I want peace now all I need is her love, I can tell you this much sheās as pure as a dove, as beautiful as a sunrise and that was enough
Could make me smile any day of the year, when she cried I dried off her tears, she said we needed a break and that put a break in my heart, sheās the one for me I knew that from the start, my mind is racing about her like Mario kart
We had the future planned out but she dont want that no more, I might as well die, fall cold on the floor, when she said goodbye it had closed a door, I canāt explain it but it drained my energy to the core, been punched so many times Iāve started getting sore, but not physically itās mental torture, working hard in my life but itās like Iām stuck, like I shifted to neutral in my old truck, revving it up burning diesel for no reason, waiting for summer to come into season, maybe itāll warm my heart up, warmer than our hugs, her love was addictive like it was some drugs, but then she gave me a shovel and I sat in the grave I dug, from then on life really sucked, gotta go to my heart and start to reconstruct, canāt vent the anger in my life gotta find an air duct, when she smiles at me my heart just erupts
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age of 13 and Iām dreaming for the top, remember late nights with my broās we was walking down the block, homie died young had his name written in the chalk, oops ran in his house and they didnāt even knock, she got the key to my heart, but she aināt gon unlock, death all in my ear put me in a headlock, we was in a high speed chase had it in a roadblock, inspired by both MJās, ball is life and moonwalk, saw my homies die put me in a aftershock, always thought love was real but that shit was photoshop,
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Me and my friend John made a track on this beat. Everyone just thought it was fake since nobody would believe 14 year old boys could do it. Basically, i just wanna say this beat is just awesome, spending over 3 months is was worth it. The best Type Beat i have ever heard, thank you very much for making this !
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3 years ago
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