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Date of upload: May 1, 2024 ^^
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Up and till 2023 I spent so many hours on selfie after selfie because god and I werenāt a majority. Itās mad how as soon as I awakened I just didnāt want to do it anymore. Iām not saying Iāll never do it, but the life force doesnāt want me to do it right now. Iām peaceful in my solitude. Iām peaceful having no goals and no longer searching for outside knowledge. Iām learning to be peaceful in not doing and simply being. I am finally getting it, we spend so much of our life striving that we forget that we have zero control, and in the process we donāt experience the present moment. As Thich Nhat Hanh says āwe may never be alive at all in our entire life āš§š¾āāļøāØ
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The more I become nobody, the better my relationships with family members etc. I had to take responsibility for the fact my ego played a massive part in the breakdown of relationships but when the ego is quiet, thereās no fight. Iām a work in progress for sure and still a lifetime to go but itās an enjoyable journey šš½š
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I never wanted to be known. I simply wanted to feel like I was in the right place, doing the right thing, feeling like I belonged where I was. Even that, as simple as it sounds, will put you in a mindset of searching and trying to make puzzle pieces fit that you know good and damn well donāt. Being nobody and being alone suits me more than anything ever has. Iām reclusive but not socially inept. I can function in society just fine but prefer solitude.
People fight so hard to be a part of something and have notoriety, even if itās just in a group of āfriendsā. I did that a time or two throughout childhood and into my 20s. I hit 30 and realized that fitting into boxes to keep up appearances and maintain an image was more than I could stomach. When I think of gatherings I get physically nauseated. I canāt tolerate the false niceties and inquiries into what Iāve been up to. I understand that that comes off as antisocial. Really though, itās a matter of Iām in a different place, waking up to the truth of reality and self. In that process Iāve come to the understanding that I have no desire to be anything to anyone. Right now, Iām more excited about understanding the knowledge Iāve been given through epiphanies, revelations, and āa haās. The past year has been like no other time in my 50 years. I barely recognize who I was for 49 years, nor can I relate to that person. Everyday is an adventure in trying to be loving to myself when the personality I had rears itās head and behaves poorly, mostly itās a battle to stop being hateful to myself. Mind numbing grief, severe depression and anxiety is a hole that keeps digging itself deeper. When I woke up I was in terror and dread, fight or flight 24/7 for more than a month. After having been in a hole for a decade. While there are still some really bad days Iāve never been more okay with myself, my family, my life and the truth of it all. When you finally understand who you are, what you are, why youāre here and what this place is ālifeā becomes a very different concept. I donāt mean when you hear about it and it sounds like it might be right. I mean you have a knowing. You are hit with such profound truth that acceptance makes you decide to enjoy your experience on this planet.
The only goal I have now itās to cultivate my self to the level of my being. I think the truest way to serve is to know thyself and hone the light, so that others might see it and know their own light as well. The personality is there to interact in this world, the body is there to move through this world, the spirit is there to experience this world. Iāve been allowed the realization that the only thing we get to take with us when we go home is the experience we had and the knowledge we acquired. Iām not interested in incarnating into another dimension as dense as this one. The beauty of the earth is mind boggling, but the people ā¦
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Iām at the age/stage of life where I totally resonate when youāre talking about the presence of the ego in our day-to-day thinking. Iām almost 30 and so now that many of the opportunities for those lofty ego-driven desires is behind me, I experienced a surge in anxiety/depression. I came to think it was because I thought that those things would make me happy, whereas now Iāve just been searching for contentment. Bit by bit, it seems to be helping. Love the channel man, keep it flowing.
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Lacking the need to feel important is true freedom. In a social setting it can be misinterpreted as aloof impersonal irresponsible. Maybe it is to a degree. It tends to intrigue the wrong kind of people (ego maniacs). They are so confused by the mindset they examine you closer and attempt to get a reaction in odd ways. So there is a balance to not being obvious.
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Our true self is nothing. Everything else is an act. There is a great power in identifying with the nothing that you ultimately are even for 10 minutes a day. Because knowing this is freedom. It gives you security, peace, and comfort. You can see the world as the illusion that it is and thus not take it too seriously and this is good for your well being. It is easier to be relaxed and chill and not let everything upset you. You have this knowing that the people who think they are their bodies and minds don't have and can see all their egotistical insecurities come up and remain non reactive to them. It makes it easier to focus on your own goals because nobody is living Rent free in your head. You forgive them and evict them.
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So right on .... my ego is so increadibly sneaky and hidden ... so many times i think i've reached a level of understanding but it was just my ego learning new things to pretend it's me . the ego is listening and learning in the background as my inner self learns too . my inner self just wants to stay quite about it but the ego starts to explain what i've learned in words and thoughts .... before i know it i am thinkng and talking the ego's version .... it really a subtle take over , but i am getting better at catching it out ... thanks .
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