@somewhriterpoli

1 year ago

00:25 THAT moment... It just hits different with my story that i write... Ok hear me out. POV💫: You are a girl born with a special ability. You are an empath who can actually feel others' emotions by simply touching them and sense really strong splash of emotions of someone nearby. Your power starts showing when you are in pre-puberty, so you actually had a nice childhood untill that happend. Your gift slowly becomes *a curse*. As the time passed you learned how to controll it by making yorself feel numb anytime you had to contact someone physically. But those "splashes" of strong feelings whenever you are in crowded places make you feel misarable as it's you who have to cope with them. To prevent that from repeatedly happening you start distancing yourself even more. The only things that keep you sane are your complicated parents, music in your headphones and meditations. Sometimes, you stay up all night long cuz that's the only time you don't have to deal with all of it. Then one day, after the school year ends, your parents decide it's for the best for you to live with your distant relatives. They get you on your train and wave their goodbyes to you. *Little did they know that would be the last time they see the "old" you*. You get to know your aunties, uncles and lots of cousins. That is a place with many quiet villages with farms, immence steppe and the woods. Their life is built around farming and trading, using the nature as a guide and resourse. Slowly, adapting to harsh hot climate and villantic life, you finally feel peacefull. Now you don't need to have your headphones on non-stop. You play with local's kids and your cousins, you lear how to be a good farmer, how to do chores, feed the animals and tame and ride horses. One day you meet that one guy. He's not like other kids from the countyside. He is a suburban boy that moves around a lot with a quirky personality and strange choice of words whenever he talks one to one. You can't help but fell for his charm. He's got that sweet yet sassy tone and loves joking around. The adventurer, the "troublemaker", very intelligent AND charismatic person, that's who it is. Somehow he has that soft spot for you. However, you still have your guard up. You barely can deal with new unknown feelings you got since being sent here. The "splashes" don't hurt as much as they did, but you still make a lot of effort to be "normal". You start spending more time together, he sneaks out to see you past midnight. You both keep it platonic, untill one day he decides to make a move. He suggests you both go horseriding. So you dash in the steppes, laugh at each other and let out all the thoughts. The warm wind is tickling your face and makes your mood lightens up as you hold tight on your horse. You feel free. And you can't help but sense a small glimpce true of happiness warming inside yourself. Now you feel a little worried and try not to spoil that moment, so you slow down and your smile fades away. The guy notices it and stops his horse. He rides and comes right next to you. "It's bright here" he sighs and looks somewhere to the horizon. You don't really seem to understand what he means and squize your eyes a little bit. "Yeah, the sun here is kind of murderous" you sarcastically mutter. You can hear his genuine chuckle. "I meant this place. I've never been somewhere so cheery and serene. It is absolutelly special." You giggle. That boy is definitelly something else, his thougst are absolutelly unique. He jups off his saddle snd helps you get down. You both sit on the ground and meet another breathtaking sunset. Together. "I mean, look at us. A "don't- talk-to-me" lone city girl and "young-vercion-of-Phileas-Fogg" got together. Thats crazy". He casually moves over and you feel his palm on yours. Your stomach is filled with butterflies and you start feeling dizzy. And now you are getting attacked by your and his emotions both. The warm feeling inside start to burn and you jump of the groung and run up to your horse. You can't deal with it. You want to scream of frustration. The moment you think you will be fine and let yourself live a normal life, your curse get the worst of you. You get on your horse and go full gallope. Tears burst out of your eyes and you want to let it all out but you can't. You can't scream, you can't make any soung. You feel llike suffocating and you let go of braided mane of your horse. Just in seconds you fell onto the ground and hit your head badly. P.S. - Yall duys what do u think of it? Should i work on it an post it somewhere? Sorry, english is not my first language, but i try my best. 🥺❤

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