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Top Comments of this video!! :3
This song has a resemblance to the lost ones weeping. Even though the person seems ok on the outside, the them on the inside is breaking little by little. Thanks juby for another great song 👍
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This one hit me like an emotional brick. Im on really bad terms with my mother right now and it feels like this at times... The lines "at least 2 out of 3 of my children ended up the way I wanted" keeps echoing in my head...
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This song was one that comforted me during the worst moments in my life. One I'd listen to while on the edge and extremely suicidal. I would come back to it constantly, it put words to feelings I could never express myself. This song was one that made me realize that I needed help. I still listen to it today. When I think back on when I first listened to this song, I see how far I've come. After years of self-harm and hospital visits, toxic friends, and suicide attempts, I've made a recovery. I'm on meds, going to DBT, and I'm in such a better place now. Thank you for covering this!
(Edit: Thank you guys for the very supportive comments! Hope you all are doing well too. If you're going through a rough time, reach out, it's difficult, I've been there, but to get better you have to take the first step. Also! Remember that recovery is not linear, I had to face that reality. But it's okay. It gets a bit easier every time. Have a wonderful day!)
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Nonsense Speaker
I try to ignore the hurt inside, and bit
by bit, part of me dies.
The smile on my face, is just a lie.
A lie, a lie, I just can't hide.
The blade of a knife that cuts so deep
The pain, the pain.
I don't dare speak.
I can't let you know, the way I feel
A secret I will keep.
I dont need your sympathy,
Your vicious lies they're killing me.
And you don't even understand,
the things I feel or who I am.
Try so hard to bring you joy,
My heart is cold the flame has died.
I hide behind the lie that has become,
The new "Me".
I toss and I turn, I just can't sleep
You're gone, so long,
That's fine with me.
I won't turn around, my mind is clear.
But the wounds that you leave.
Never heal.
Now I know you'll never change,
You got that same look on your face
And things will never be the same
Its over now and you're to blame.
Twist the knife, I feel the pain
You hurt me but I won't complain.
I'm like a fool
I'm smiling through the tears.
A fool
For you..
A trick of the light
Where Am I?
Time fades away,
Like yesterday.
I don't need your sympathy
Your vicious lies, theyre killing me.
And things will never be the same.
It's over now and I'm to blame.
Can you do one last thing for me?
Put me out of my misery.
I hide behind the lie that has become,
The new me.
The real me.
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OMG, this song brings so much nostalgia. When I heard that song I got to know Vocaloid (and JubyPhonic too), that time I was having one of the most hard times and hearing music was helping me passing that fase.
And now that I am a little more grew up, it's so good to hear a song that made me find things who did made me happy in that time. It's so sweet to hear it.
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ngl the fact that i know this song... i really am a vocaloid boomer
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Her lyricism in these English covers are just astounding, plus her voice is beautiful.
I expected nothing less, you only impress, you never disappoint.
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TW: graphic imagery of stabbing and flesh wounds
okay so i was thinking about the line "twist the knife, i feel the pain". i saw somewhere on the writing side of tumblr or smth dumb like that that if you stab someone, you should twist the knife, because that means they'll have to get stitches and it's a longer wait time for it to get fixed and y'know, there's probably gonna be scars.
thinking about it in a philosophical way, if you just get stabbed once, just like, in and out, yes you've been stabbed, yes it hurts, but you could brush it off more easily, y'know? you won't loose a terrible amount of blood, it doesn't hurt as much as other things could, things like that, even if you get stabbed multiple times.
now think about getting stabbed and twisting the knife. there's more blood, more pain. you're going to need stitches, you're going to need more help, it's going to hurt so much. there's so much more risk to your life. now imagine getting stabbed again and again, but they twist the knife every single time, and it just turns into this oncoming occurrence. you wish you could control getting stabbed, people are just asking you, "just stop getting stabbed?? lol what's so hard about it?? get rid of the knives haha" but y'know. ain't that easy. eventually you take the knife and stab yourself and twist it, just for an ounce of control over it. and it just continues getting worse and worse.
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On my perspective, instead of the song being about breakups or bullying, it's more like abuse. The girl (Miku) looks more like she is neglected or abused by her family. Idk just my opinion
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Something tells me that this is about someones life that is suffering depression and bullying,I could be wrong...when I heard the lyrics full way through,I knew it was somthing,the red string being cut,the shadows and the rope and chair beneath it,the cut on her arm,a cut on her heart,her heart shatters,it says its her fault,you know what I mean
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the lyrics are sad, just like a night when you're in a bad mood and everything's stressing you out, but the way you sing is soft and sweet, just like a chocolate covered marshmallow decorated, and looking like a heart.
why the hell did I write this •~•
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Your voice sounds so emotionless in this cover...I've been listening to your covers for years, ever since Matryoshka. I think it expresses your emotions you were feeling as you were performing this cover. I hope you're doing okay. I love this song so much, it represents thoughts I have felt for so long and still do occasionally and I'm so glad you were able to do a cover of it. This and Self Inflicted Achromatic are some of my favorites. But take care of yourself Juby, your fans love you.
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This, along with Dreamless Dreams and a few others were my go to songs when I felt extremely depressed and had lost any hope to keep on going, won't go into details but thay period lasted for quite a few years and these are very intimate songs for me, so it's nice to see them covered, as they felt kind of isolating seeing how vocaloid is a niche by itself and Nekobolo isn't exactly your well known vocaloid artist
Glad to know you're doing fine while you bring us these covers and thank you for this and many others, have a good day Juby :)
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I remember this song!!! I cried to this all the time in high school!!!
No but really great job Juby! Really nostalgic listen.
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Honestly reading your descriptions make me happy and sad at the same time. I'm happier that your doing better now. You always make the best covers ever too, they make quarantine a lot better. Thank you
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You know you're old when you recognise this song as Baloney Speaker.
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Ok now that I've calmed down, this song is so sensitive and relatable to me (it has been for years) so seeing you cover it makes me feel better 💗
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"you hurt me, but i won't complain" i can relate to this frase. I got hurt but felt like it was the oposite, i felt like i hurted people, i still feel that tbh.
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It’s the anniversary of my moms death soon. This song reminds me so much of our relationship to the point I can’t listens to this song easily without breaking down. Got hit with this while drawing. It’s so beautiful but sad
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4 years ago
It just isn’t a Juby cover without depressing lyrics
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