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Director: Jensen Noen
Producer: Nicole Pasminski
Director of Photography: Justyn Moro
Production Designer: Eric Hersey
Production Company: Blesscode Entertainment
Lyrics
I wake up every morning
With my head up in a daze
I’m not sure if I should say this fuck’ I’ll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I’m going through a phase I don’t know if it’s a phase
I just wanna feel okay
I battle with depression but the question still remains is this post traumatic stressin’ or
Am I suppressing rage and my doctor tries to tell me that I’m going through a phase yea it’s not a fucking phase I just wanna feel okay
Okay yea I battle with this bullshit everyday
and it’s probably cause my demons simultaneously rage.
And it obliterates me
Disintegrates me
Annihilates me
Cause I’m about to break down
Searching for a way out
I’m a liar I’m a cheater I’m a non-believer
I’m a popular, popular monster
I break down falling into love now
With falling apart
I’m a popular popular monster
I think I’m going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace I’m in a race against myself I try to keep a steady pace
how the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?
Whoa.
Oh my god I keep on stressin’ every second
That I waste is another second sooner to a blessing’ I won’t take but my therapist will tell me that I’m going through a stage it’s not a fucking stage I just wanna feel okay
Okay motherfucker now you got my attention
I need to change a couple things cause something is missin’
and what if I were to lie?
Tell you everything is fine
Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave I am terrified
I fell asleep at the wheel again
Crashed my car just to feel again
It obliterates me
Disintegrates me
Annihilates me
Cause
I’m about to break down
Searching for a way out
I’m a liar I’m a cheater
I’m a non believer
I’m
A popular, popular monster
I break down falling into love now
With falling apart
I’m a popular, popular fucking
MONSTER
Here we go again motherfucker.
We’re sick and tired of wondering
Praying to a god that you don’t believe
We’re Searching for the truth in the lost and found
So the question I ask is
Where the fuck is your god now?
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Views : 146,882,267
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Nov 20, 2019 ^^
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YouTube Comments - 35,831 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
A lot of songs about depression focus on the quiet sadness of it, but this capture the pure, seething rage of feeling broken beyond repair
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The song is insane and the video is like a movie. Absolute perfection
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I've suffered with depression most of my life, I clearly remember my mom telling me once "Depression is just rage turned inward" and it really changed my perspective on it. Completely true for many of us. Some blame ourselves for terrible actions done against us, some blame ourselves for the lives we've been given, some are angry at the lack of control in their life, shame etc. We just take that rage and fill ourselves with it instead of spewing it at others.
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I wish i could listen to Popular Monster for the first time again
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That line “it’s not a fucking phase, I just want to feel ok”, that hits hard.
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I know Ronnie and the guys will never see this but if you do, thank you. This song has literally been all i have had to keep going. The lyrics remind in my worst moments of isolation and "no one understands" that there has been at least one other person who does understand.
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8 months later and I am still feeling this. Dealing with my own mental health and this song reminds me to keep it green. Listen to this daily.
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They should headline a tour called "bars and breakdowns"
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I liked this song alot more than I wanted to.
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Depression is a major killer. And I’m glad more rockers are talking about it. A reminder you are not alone. And please seek help. People do care about you and love you thank you FIR showing your vulnerable side ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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In my mid 40s, been fighting chronic health problems and depression for over 20 years. The frustration and anger of suppressed emotions voiced by Ronnie here are my thoughts given words. Love this.
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This song... Is everything I've ever wanted in a song.
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The perfect blend of metal, rap, and emo rock.
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The daughter / girl scene made me cry 😢.. What a song 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
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I love that at the end its his daughter that comforts and opens the door for him. That moment hits SO close to home.
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Daaaaamn, that breakdown hits harder than my depression
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Most people think of depression as the deep sadness. They dont realize that there is a underlying rage about being helpless and feeling that nothing will every get better. This song exemplifies that rage.
Edited: Damn I did not expect this comment to blow up. I appreciate you all taking time to understand what I took from this song. Depression is very real and sucks. If you are going through anything I hope you get through it. I hope you stay strong and beat it.
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Man, hearing this live was such an amazing experience, I’ll never forget it.
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Who’s still here in 2024??
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@devarimekev
2 weeks ago
Anyone here in 2024 ?
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