@extant2420

4 years ago

Hey Lost Soul, I'm so grateful for your decision on keeping this channel up. And u revived the channel with such a good artist :) I failed to stop my drug use though. I smoked cigs and weed and did speed again yesterday :/ Comedown felt like shit as always. I'll start over again. Today. Also I had the worst "date" of my life. We meet up at 4 o clock in the morning inside the rave she and some of her friends are on molly (no problem with that) but after about 5 minutes I'm like air to her. Ok she's not interested fine. I sit with one of her friend smoke a cig and talk and he has an epileptic shock. Nobody else was there I scream for help as loud as I can through the loud techno music. I don't know if he would've died if I had done nothing but I'm sure I helped. I hold him told him everything was gonna be ok. That he should spit out all of the foam that was building up in his mouth and the vomit. That he shouldn't start to sleep. That he should look at me and don't stop being awake. I screamed for help. I then searched the girl through the whole club when he sat in the ambulance car. I didn't even get a thank you. I get it we didn't rly like each other, fine. But I might've just saved your homies life. How about atleast a thank you. Ungrateful biatch. Oh and I have more news. I found a real sweet girl on reddit and we've been texting over discord a lot these past few weeks. She lives in the same country as me and we have very much fun talking with each other. Let's see where this goes :)

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