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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Apr 25, 2024 ^^
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[Lyrics]
I spent the whole winter in a basement
Thinking bout you
And how you tasted
Take a hit
Then put the blunt out on the pavement
As I remember
All the scars that faded
You never wanted me
Just someone to lean on
And that's why
I cut off every part of you
That was a part of me
With a hatchet
With a hatchet
I had to cut to bone
And through my arteries
With a hatchet
With a hatchet
With a hatchet
With a hatchet
You left your mark on me
When I was 23
Just like blood stains your memories
Are fucking splattered on the bed we made
I'm onto better days
And I hope I don't see you there
I cut off every part of you
That was a part of me
(Part of me, part of me)
I had to cut to bone
And through my arteries
(Arteries, arteries)
With a hatchet
With a hatchet
It's kinda funny cuz you said I couldn't hack it
With a hatchet
With a hatchet
I spent the whole summer getting wasted
No thoughts about you
Cause I erased them
Every day without you feels amazing
I cut off every part of you
That was a part of me
(Part of me, part of me)
I had to cut to bone
And through my arteries
(Arteries, arteries)
With a hatchet
With a hatchet
It's kinda funny cuz you said I couldn't hack it
With a hatchet
With a hatchet
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"i cut off every part of you that was a part of me" reminds me of when i stopped listening to a whole music genre because i associated it with a family member i cut off and i even found it triggering at one point. that was like 5 years ago and i've only started listening to rock again recently and songs like loaded guns really helped me un-associate the genre with him. thank you evan for making music <3
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I've had this song on repeat because I finally found a song that is helping me so much through my trauma that my abusive dad inflicted on me just for a few months before I came up here to visit my mom 3 years ago. Here is no longer in my life and I am now in therapy after almost 4 years of not being in therapy because I finally told myself I needed help and I couldn't continue life being afraid anymore. And it's helped me a lot. So this song had helped me feel so much better ever since it was released and this song reminds me that I am stronger than I think and I can cut off what happened with a hatchet to fully break that attachment that my experience with my dad had left on me.... Thank you for this song, it's really touched my heart. Keep up the good work and I'm proud of you <3
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@Jasper_casper11
3 weeks ago
I broke into tears when I heard this song…all I can think of is my alcoholic and drug addict abuser of a father who I haven’t seen since I was around 8. He has attempted to do unspeakable things to me, women, and even other children.. I hate that I have to even be related to him but that’s a curse I’ll carry forever. All of your music helps me so much, it’s like therapy.. thank you so much<3 E: I have quite literally listened to this song 73 times…
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