@michaelataray7185

3 years ago

I have a confession to make. I am crying right now because after listening to this song, I remembered this guy that I have loved for the past 5 years-my first love--yet he doesn't know about it until now. Since high school I had feelings for him and I thought he felt the same way but somehow I got confused because he was also involved with some other girls. So I got scared and backed out. I thought we were on the same page; the way he looked at me; the effort his been making just to talk to me. All of this, wasted because I was a coward. I didn't tell him my true feelings and right now that we are in our own separate ways- me "Following my dream" and him on another side of the world specifically in Ohio serving in the navy. "Lars Bernard, I may not have mentioned this to you. But I wish for your happiness.Thank you for inspiring me through my every journey. I may have only been watching you from afar but always know that " I will always choose you and forever have a place for you in my heart"-- you were a huge part of it. And now I am officially saying Good bye even with just this comment which you will impossibly see. But I do hope that you are making that dreams of yours come true. . Goodbye my first love! Good bye.

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